Even Iooking back i can still recall the view of the silent snow falling all around her Like the perfect snow Globe that could never be shaken.
The cool dry Winter East coast air, Passing Through the streets without a second chance to stop and count the endless ways that Christmas Was all around us..
The street lamps giving off the Dim yellow tinted glow that reminds you of the Warmth you can only feel when your in love.
Each store that we would pass reflected in her eyes and although I could have just looked at the same thing,
It was better seeing it through the reflection of her eyes.
Slowly passing Through the streets while the snow falling around us reminds the world its sometimes about the simple things in this life that really matter..
We laugh while watching the locals struggle against old man Winter, puddles of slush splashing with each passing car…
The sounds they make almost scream out “Happy Holidays”
we pass by the oldest Toy Store in town.. And her Face lights up with the magical glow given Off by the animated puppets That are on display in the front window….
I again think to myself…..
I could Look at the same thing ..
But its the reflection of this all in her eyes that captures me …
I see her face light up with the soft red and yellow glow of the passing Street lights that paint the world with the Face of the Christmas Spirit.
Our hands wrapped around each other.
While we pause at the site of the animated snow man that begins to dance to the tune of a christmas song i never got the name of …
She turns and looks at me with a red nose and her face full of cold…
and again I i find myself looking into her eyes, seeing the warmth of her heart and melting away all the snow around us..
We pause time … because time to us is nothing more then a place holder …
a way for us to look back on a story and place it in a moment in our history .
The final few blocks of the most amazing horse carriage ride in the history of all fairy tales come true, begins to end .
we arrive at the Rockefeller Center Tree and before she can turn to me to say:
“This is amazing”
my hand is guiding her out onto the street for a better view of our moment frozen in time..
This is ours… It has no price tag.. or no limits.. but its Priceless and Endless all at the same time.
I can not help but smile as she starts to ask me why i am smiling .
i can only say the first thing that comes to me ..
“You know how since the Very first moment that I feel in love with you, I have always said that I can never Find the right words to tell you how much i love you?”
Her endless and perfected stare, Almost made me wonder if She was on to me …
but I didn’t care …
All I knew was that the moment had come …
I had Found the words ..
The Way to express What I always felt words just Couldnt describe …
As The Snow Was falling all around her .. it was like watching Perfection in the most Visual Way Your mind can imagine..
Only your heart would be able to create something better then this I thought to myself .>>
she says to me … “yeah …”
“Everything that we have done tonight i have choosen to Do so looking through your eyes.
Like seeing the master piece of a life time form before my eyes.
Each time The one thing that I could see was myself in your eyes..
I could spend a life time Counting Every Last snow flake that we see around us and never be close to just how much I love you.
But if you could help me then I would Gladly spend the rest of our lives doing so ….
Will you marry me ?
My alarm clock breaks this dream like a shattered stained Glass in time….
its not enough to be real.. but its enough to be on this list…
The Vin List 