Letters in the inbox of Vins list

I get great emails from time to time about This Blog.

And i have to say I enjoy them all

but just this morning I got an email that was inspired by this blog…

and I thought i would post it here for all of you to read.

its a nice poem and i think you will all enjoy it as its in the same taste of the Vins list

“Amazing blazin the stars are in the sky tonight I feel I can’t explain it but I know that it’s reality. The visions clear so in other words I have clarity. I’m well aware of the spell that you castin over me.

My eyes are not open but somehow I still manage to see. I’m lookin thru you like I knew I would  you’re transparency is like lookin into the universe if I could and it sparkles and it darkens into something worse.

It’s like you don’t even mean it, it’s like a curse. Even worse u got this power over me your love is fucking blinding makin it hard for me to see. I’m wishing I could erase the pain of yesterday hopin for a better day get down on my knees and pray.

But god is never listenin and the sky keeps glistenin like a thousand crystals magic eight ball are u listening? I gotta figure out a way to end all this insanity I gotta get closer to u in order to gain sanity. Your poison to my life he says but I don’t think I mean to be I’m going crazy I’m too far away I gotta get u close to me.

I need your hands to numb the hurt I need ur lips to ease my pain. I need these tears to wash away the past like the most amazing rain. Reach out for u inside my dreams but I can never grasp ur hand I’m holding onto a broken dream watching hourglasses run out of sand. ”

“JBL” 2015

-Something in the way –

When I sit back and think about all the times that I was right there…

I learn to look back not only all the times that my heart pumped you through my veins..

There was the moments that i think I will never be able to say are not a part of who i am.

I see the world as a place that is my playground… A place where almost anything you set your mind to you can get.

Nothing is ever out of grasp.. and nothing is ever out of reach…

its only about how Far you want to Stretch your arms in order to grab it.

I have always wanted the best for myself… I have never allowed myself to second Guess The reasons why I Crave what I want..

A smile… A face… That warm touch that you feel in the middle of the night when you awaken to the site of your very Dreams come true, Sleeping right next to you..

The Constant laughter… The jokes… the memories in the making… The memories that were already made..

I think about the first Kisses that started anything and Everything.. The very Moment that I let someone see in them For the first time .. Just what a perfect gem They really are…

Nothing ever stops me when I’m feeling like this… Nothing can ever get in the way of my feelings.. my heart… My dreams.. My mind…. My love…

I would climb a million Mountains… I would Cross over every inch of land that this world has in store for you…

There is never a moment where I think anything else besides the happiness that comes to my life when I see your face… I touch your warm skin… I hold your chest against mine….

Slowly Letting myself Drift into a deep sleep to the Beat of our love radiating inside your self… like it has been forever inside of mine..

The very moment I was aware that you existed… Was the very Moment that I wished on each star that would be over my head Each lonely night that you weren’t in my life…. My world..

There is real love out there.. the kind that looks like all the movies that made you sigh when comfortable on your bed watching..

All the things that have been painted as romantic… amazing… and almost Unbelievable …

Are right here waiting for You to take them up on the Offer and the chance…

I’m looking to the sky to save me… Im looking for a sign of life …

Im looking for something that will let me never look back… and when i happen to look back…

I want to see you looking back at me to see if I’m looking at you…

Each time I have ever said goodbye… I have hated those words more then anything…

because I feel that i only have just now started to say hello… and I want to introduce myself to you over and over and all day and all night..

You are a gift in my life.. and you need to see that there is nothing more needed to give me a sign of life.. Then just your very existence.. .

They sat on their wall… watching the sun Come up… Wondering where they were going… wondering how they would get there… Wondering how on earth this had FINALLY Happened….

A perfect love Story that is Raised from the ashes of others wars…

A perfect attempt at trying to Find that very Reason we all tried the first time…

its not that you or i have failed in past attempts…

its more so that you can only learn by trying something at least once…

and Im the kind of man that does something once… Then Perfects it the second time around… and makes sure to never Fail again.

I have Everything in my tool box To Fix even the broken ..

But nothing here is broken… Maybe just the gates of fate need to be oiled and made to open with ease again..

But the truth is … There is nothing here that I can’t do when your the tools I use to Craft the very object We call our hearts.

Her Face is The place that I find my reflection in her eyes…

her body is the place that i find my heart beating against..

and her hands are the very thing that I want to hold till its my time to say goodbye.

My dreams came true (and I didn’t even have to sleep)

There isn’t a single moment in which one can sit back and not notice his very Dreams taking place all around him.

A moment in life where you stop and almost have to catch your thoughts because it almost seems too good to be True..

life has its moments where in one heart beat your perfect and in the next You feel as if you have lost all chance at knowing how to fly.

life is the endless chapter’ed book that seems to always have enough blank pages for never ending plots and twists..

with a book binding that is stronger then the back bone of the most spineless cowards..

I slowly let myself Down from the anti trust bubble from which I had placed not only my head.. but also my heart….

There she was… With a smile that could only be seen at the gates of heaven on a day of judgement…

her eyes were like the steady beam of light Emitting From a Light tower , that not even the most foggy of nights could hide..

her touch was like the warmness of knowing that everything would be ok.. and that you finally set your feet on Dry land after being washed shore from the sea of tears you once accepted as your Drowning hole.

when all the pieces fit and yet you can’t seem to complete a puzzle.. its because Your writing the story as you go… your creating the best chapters as they happen..

You suddenly step back and see your self in a way that you never thought could be.. You know what you are… you know what you want and you know what you can do… its a matter of doing it… seeing it… and grasping your hands on your very Dreams as they float by you in scattered pieces….

There was never a day that would go by where i would think about My dream coming true… Be it the moment that it first showed its face to me on a late night conversation that lasted into the Early hours of Dawn…

i could have showed up… I could have taken the chance…. But faith has a strange way of playing its game of chess..

The sounds of her laughter that echo through my ears like the most amazing piece of music i have ever heard…

I Could spend a life time just staring at her lips as they move while forming the Very words that I exist to hear…

Nothing else Matters because once I have made a choice… its the only thing that i know.. the only thing that I breath and the only thing that i learn to not fear and walk away from.

Perfected Madness…. Beautiful little deaths…. Cold sheets and too much money spent on late night gas stations…

we are the reason that we smile… we are the reason that we breath better at night with the fan on… We are the reasons we attempt to No longer seek reasons at all.

And you… You are the reason that I can sit here right now and say that i now have everything i need to be able to say that my dreams have come true..

and I didn’t even need to goto sleep for them to happen.


The rain that tastes like her body

Slowly it starts to fall around us… The Sound of rain can be easily made to sound like the marching band of a tired heart.

Watching the dry ground be littered with the scattered Drops of Rain… Each falling to Earth with no effort.. because it was made to be this way… nothing is ever random in this life when you look at things from the inside out..

The soft Drops of Rain crashing around her cold body…. her shoulders reflecting the light of Each crashing thunderstorm that has yet to be Heard…

The Look in her eyes as I see myself in the reflecting bolts of light that only seem to last long enough to give me the idea of what my heart feels when its raining in my head..

Her breath is in the air.. I can see it.. I can feel it on my skin… and I can taste it on my breath… Its Priceless when your The only thing that stand Dry to the touch under a crying cloud.

Her hands slowly Taking the time to admire each and every Single piece of my body that Creates the me… and Slowly makes her find the her…

My hands slowly gliding around her wet body in hopes on convincing my body what my mind already knows…  With each time our eyes open just to remind ourselves that we aren’t Dreaming… we are awake… and This is a dream coming true..

She’s priceless… She’s the Perfected Smile that i have hunted for years…. and now its right before my eyes…. and Im addicted to it in ways that would have the world claiming that i have lost my mind and turned insane.

My insanity comes from the urge to never let go… To never say Goodbye… To always be only seconds away from yet another day… another moment… in which I will never fail to let her know that she’s truly a walking miracle.

Have you ever seen the rain bounce of the body of a godness? Have you ever felt The breath of love running softly yet Wildly down your neck…. across your shoulders… and down into your heart?

There are the ones that try… The ones that imagine … and then there is us…. The ones that do it… The ones that see what they want… Run up to it.. and grab it with both hands… and never let go..

The Start of the world as we know it… The End of the of yesterday that screams for a chance at being reinvented and perfected at all costs and chances.

This is the moment… The one that you dreamed about when you first opened your eyes to a world of endless limitless worry free and untortured dreams come true.

I watch her eyes…. They sometimes scream “Save me” but most of the times they simply are looking for a way to act out the feelings that run rampant in her heart… its that Time… the time where it shines so Strong that others only have the choice to look away or to wear sun glasses…

Have you ever asked yourself just how much of you is really alive? Have you ever stopped to ask of the world for something more then what you settle for?

You live Fast… you Die strong… and you learn to never look back

The rest happens with The Simple words “I love you”

You become The unstoppable force that many fear… The thing that is not easy to understand…

its a code…. Its a belief … Its a Dream that takes place with your eyes open… and your heart pounding…

When I hold her….. Not even hell it self could burn me…. because its in that moment.. that I hold the world in my hands…

Guess ill learn to evaluate, So much time to learn to take

its got a hold on me…

With My intentions I know i will never be Free….

Its kinda cold on me…

With my intentions i know i will never be me….

But if i fall I’m bound to break… Guess ill learn to Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that I could be through….

Its got a hole on me…

With My dreams that i know I will never be saved…

its got a call on me….

All the spaces that I see i can never be seen…

But if I fall I’m bound to break… Learn and Cure the Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that you put me through….

Its kinda cold on me….

Its Got a hold of me….

It takes a toll on me….

its got a time for me…

But if i fall I’m bound to break… Guess ill learn to Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that I could be through….

Some words are chosen others are just spoken…

Lets think and break the world open tonight… because the moods are there… and the moment is always Right.

Living A Dream while wide awake… The priceless Award of The heart

Watching as the time Comes screaming down our throats….

Finding that everything is more perfected then we could have ever imagined…

Her Soft Skin Compliments The Very Thoughts that my mind effortlessly creates Words for with my lips..

Her Hands are shaped in such a way that it would be Easy to argue that they were made for me…

The fear that you have… The things that you wonder…. and the times that you wish You could have spent else where….

These are the things that will give me the reasons to prove my love each and every moment that I spent with you.

A romantic bliss paradise that is Created by us…. For us…. Through us…. and it will never end till my last breath of life is inhaled..

Watching the reflection of my self in her eyes… its priceless… its Perfected… its what the real meaning of pure love and affection comes from…

There is nothing more that is needed to fall in love with you each night all over again then the simple glance of your electric eyes… and the warming Touch of your lips against My body…

Like the Wild fires that Rush through the untamed forests of life… You are the brightest flame in the most Coldest place on this earth… With you nothing fails to keep me warm at night and every moment that i feel my self freezing.

As I take your hand and help you gently glide into a world that is unknown.. Just always keep in mind my Angel that you have nothing to fear… as your wings have not been Denied…

powerful…Sexy….beautiful and the most perfect master piece of Art work that I have ever seen..

My Strong hands gliding over your body like the gentle perfected touch of an Artist… Feeling every curve and twist of your body…. and never failing to miss a single spot.

Is this love? is this love? Is this love that I’m feeling?

Love reaches the limits it can… and a new word needs to be invented to understand the full potential of What my heart feels when We are combined as one… Lights off…. The Sparkle of the moonlight barely making it Through the Closed shutters….

the pale moon light running wild around us…. Slowly dripping down your body….. My hands chance away the darkness and your lips allow me to show you just how bright our world can be.

We’ve kissed in the rain…. We’ve watched the sun rise and hide from countless days… Each time i would see with my own eyes… Just how one could fall in love more and more with each passing day…

What is it that i see when i look into your eyes you ask me?

Have your ever seen the rain fall peacefully to earth?

A puddle gather up like the thoughts you have on the clearest days?

have you ever felt warmth on your body when the Coldness is all around you?

Have you sat back and watched the effortless flaps of a butterflys wings as it Takes flight and moves on to its next Adventure of life?

if you have… Then you have seen maybe a tiny portion of what my eyes see the moment they set their sites on you….

Its Magical… Its Perfected… And its the reason The word Romance and passion were invented….

Cupid called… He was very angry…. He claims to have used all his arrows on us…

I told him not be upset… to look at it as an investment…

because when all this is said and done…. We will be the prime example of just what love can be about and where it can bring you.

There is nothing in this world that I would Give to you… there is nothing in my world that will not be yours the moment it comes…

Take my hand…. take my whole life too..

but I can’t help falling in love with you.

The day we met face to face…July 17th.. 2010

3 am and the shadows and shades of colors from the modern day tv Is casting on everything it can find.

There is no place where its lights do not penetrate and show all its glory..

This is a day in its own time.. where Rules and history is nothing more then a thought which we left behind at the door that closed on reality.

all around us are the things that mean most to us. and at the same time we consume ourselves in Something that could never be bought nor made without the hands and minds of The most powerful the world has ever seen.

“i think your smart you sweet thing…”

Like a radio playing in our heads where each song has more meaning then just Filling the blank void that our ears have come to know as silence.

There is talent in the air. but not where its know to be. but rather in a form that can never be duplicated on its own.

“tell me your name … im dying here…”

a simple connection like the flapping wings of an angel learning to fly for the first time since seeing the sight of flight for the First time in years.

A few scattered minds all with there own powers to provide the lives they lead with nothing more then history in the making.

eyes are the windows Into the root of our souls…

“ive got you where i want you”

like a mad child roaming the Streets with all the candy in the world that his pockets can carry. we take it all in As if there is never enough time to stop and look over what we could and would call the best…

like sore muscles in need of a simple soothing touch to bring back the tender feeling of relief.

Smiles Run rampant in the dark as if that is the very reason that they were created to being with.

The images of what the best two smiles ever made would look like from way up above the world … seems like all that is needed is a clock that is forgiving and forgets to keep track of the day.

Skin on skin contact releasing more energy Then anything ever seen or understood Before

“Tell me your sign… im dying here..”

Her breath touching the base of his neck… sending Surges Of rapid heat movements that can be best described by words not yet invented or known to the human mind.

this moment Forever out there as his and hers is sketched into the sands of time. You can not erase them nor replace them.

for its forever. once written in time nothing can be changed.

“tell me your name … im trying here…”

Its got us where we want To…

You cant put your arms around a memory you can only hold it in your heart