The rain that tastes like her body

Slowly it starts to fall around us… The Sound of rain can be easily made to sound like the marching band of a tired heart.

Watching the dry ground be littered with the scattered Drops of Rain… Each falling to Earth with no effort.. because it was made to be this way… nothing is ever random in this life when you look at things from the inside out..

The soft Drops of Rain crashing around her cold body…. her shoulders reflecting the light of Each crashing thunderstorm that has yet to be Heard…

The Look in her eyes as I see myself in the reflecting bolts of light that only seem to last long enough to give me the idea of what my heart feels when its raining in my head..

Her breath is in the air.. I can see it.. I can feel it on my skin… and I can taste it on my breath… Its Priceless when your The only thing that stand Dry to the touch under a crying cloud.

Her hands slowly Taking the time to admire each and every Single piece of my body that Creates the me… and Slowly makes her find the her…

My hands slowly gliding around her wet body in hopes on convincing my body what my mind already knows…  With each time our eyes open just to remind ourselves that we aren’t Dreaming… we are awake… and This is a dream coming true..

She’s priceless… She’s the Perfected Smile that i have hunted for years…. and now its right before my eyes…. and Im addicted to it in ways that would have the world claiming that i have lost my mind and turned insane.

My insanity comes from the urge to never let go… To never say Goodbye… To always be only seconds away from yet another day… another moment… in which I will never fail to let her know that she’s truly a walking miracle.

Have you ever seen the rain bounce of the body of a godness? Have you ever felt The breath of love running softly yet Wildly down your neck…. across your shoulders… and down into your heart?

There are the ones that try… The ones that imagine … and then there is us…. The ones that do it… The ones that see what they want… Run up to it.. and grab it with both hands… and never let go..

The Start of the world as we know it… The End of the of yesterday that screams for a chance at being reinvented and perfected at all costs and chances.

This is the moment… The one that you dreamed about when you first opened your eyes to a world of endless limitless worry free and untortured dreams come true.

I watch her eyes…. They sometimes scream “Save me” but most of the times they simply are looking for a way to act out the feelings that run rampant in her heart… its that Time… the time where it shines so Strong that others only have the choice to look away or to wear sun glasses…

Have you ever asked yourself just how much of you is really alive? Have you ever stopped to ask of the world for something more then what you settle for?

You live Fast… you Die strong… and you learn to never look back

The rest happens with The Simple words “I love you”

You become The unstoppable force that many fear… The thing that is not easy to understand…

its a code…. Its a belief … Its a Dream that takes place with your eyes open… and your heart pounding…

When I hold her….. Not even hell it self could burn me…. because its in that moment.. that I hold the world in my hands…

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The Most amazing moment that never happened

Even Iooking back i can still recall the view of the silent snow falling all around her Like the perfect snow Globe that could never be shaken.

 

The cool dry Winter East coast air,  Passing Through the streets without a second chance to stop and count the endless ways that Christmas Was all around us..

 

The street lamps giving off the Dim yellow tinted glow that reminds you of the Warmth you can only feel when your in love.

Each store that we would pass reflected in her eyes and although I could have just looked at the same thing,

It was better seeing it through the reflection of her eyes.

Slowly passing Through the streets while the snow falling around us reminds the world its sometimes about the simple things in this life that really matter..

 

We laugh while watching the locals struggle against old man Winter, puddles of slush splashing with each passing car…

 

The sounds they make almost scream out “Happy Holidays”

we pass by the oldest Toy Store in town.. And her Face lights up with the magical glow given Off by the animated puppets That are on display in the front window….

 

I again think to myself…..

I could Look at the same thing ..

But its the reflection of this all in her eyes that captures me …

I see her face light up with the soft red and yellow glow of the passing Street lights that paint the world with the Face of the Christmas Spirit.

 

Our hands wrapped around each other.

While we pause at the site of the animated snow man that begins to dance to the tune of a christmas song i never got the name of …

 

She turns and looks at me with a red nose and her face full of cold…

and again I i find myself looking into her eyes, seeing the warmth of her heart and melting away all the snow around us..

 

We pause time … because time to us is nothing more then a place holder …

 

a way for us to look back on a story and place it in a moment in our history .

 

The final few blocks of the most amazing horse carriage ride in the history of all fairy tales come true, begins to end .

 

we arrive at the  Rockefeller Center Tree and before she can turn to me to say:

“This is amazing”

my hand is guiding her out onto the street for a better view of our moment frozen in time..

This is ours… It has no price tag.. or no limits.. but its Priceless and Endless all at the same time.  

 

 

I can not help but smile as she starts to ask me why i am smiling .

 

i can only say the first thing that comes to me ..

“You know how since the Very first moment that I feel in love with you,  I have always said that I can never Find the right words to tell you how much i love you?”

 

Her endless and perfected stare,  Almost made me wonder if She was on to me …

but I didn’t care …

All I knew was that the moment had come …

I had Found the words .. 

 

The Way to express What I always felt words just Couldnt describe …

 

As The Snow Was falling all around her .. it was like watching Perfection in the most Visual Way Your mind can imagine..

Only your heart would be able to create something better then this I thought to myself .>>

 

she says to me … “yeah …”

 

“Everything that we have done tonight i have choosen to Do so looking through your eyes. 

 

Like seeing the master piece of a life time form before my eyes.

Each time The one thing that I could see was myself in your eyes.. 

 

I could spend a life time Counting Every Last snow flake that we see around us and never be close to just how much I love you. 

 

But if you could help me then I would Gladly spend the rest of our lives doing so ….

Will you marry me ?

My alarm clock breaks this dream like a shattered stained Glass in time….

its not enough to be real.. but its enough to be on this list…