-Something in the way –

When I sit back and think about all the times that I was right there…

I learn to look back not only all the times that my heart pumped you through my veins..

There was the moments that i think I will never be able to say are not a part of who i am.

I see the world as a place that is my playground… A place where almost anything you set your mind to you can get.

Nothing is ever out of grasp.. and nothing is ever out of reach…

its only about how Far you want to Stretch your arms in order to grab it.

I have always wanted the best for myself… I have never allowed myself to second Guess The reasons why I Crave what I want..

A smile… A face… That warm touch that you feel in the middle of the night when you awaken to the site of your very Dreams come true, Sleeping right next to you..

The Constant laughter… The jokes… the memories in the making… The memories that were already made..

I think about the first Kisses that started anything and Everything.. The very Moment that I let someone see in them For the first time .. Just what a perfect gem They really are…

Nothing ever stops me when I’m feeling like this… Nothing can ever get in the way of my feelings.. my heart… My dreams.. My mind…. My love…

I would climb a million Mountains… I would Cross over every inch of land that this world has in store for you…

There is never a moment where I think anything else besides the happiness that comes to my life when I see your face… I touch your warm skin… I hold your chest against mine….

Slowly Letting myself Drift into a deep sleep to the Beat of our love radiating inside your self… like it has been forever inside of mine..

The very moment I was aware that you existed… Was the very Moment that I wished on each star that would be over my head Each lonely night that you weren’t in my life…. My world..

There is real love out there.. the kind that looks like all the movies that made you sigh when comfortable on your bed watching..

All the things that have been painted as romantic… amazing… and almost Unbelievable …

Are right here waiting for You to take them up on the Offer and the chance…

I’m looking to the sky to save me… Im looking for a sign of life …

Im looking for something that will let me never look back… and when i happen to look back…

I want to see you looking back at me to see if I’m looking at you…

Each time I have ever said goodbye… I have hated those words more then anything…

because I feel that i only have just now started to say hello… and I want to introduce myself to you over and over and all day and all night..

You are a gift in my life.. and you need to see that there is nothing more needed to give me a sign of life.. Then just your very existence.. .

They sat on their wall… watching the sun Come up… Wondering where they were going… wondering how they would get there… Wondering how on earth this had FINALLY Happened….

A perfect love Story that is Raised from the ashes of others wars…

A perfect attempt at trying to Find that very Reason we all tried the first time…

its not that you or i have failed in past attempts…

its more so that you can only learn by trying something at least once…

and Im the kind of man that does something once… Then Perfects it the second time around… and makes sure to never Fail again.

I have Everything in my tool box To Fix even the broken ..

But nothing here is broken… Maybe just the gates of fate need to be oiled and made to open with ease again..

But the truth is … There is nothing here that I can’t do when your the tools I use to Craft the very object We call our hearts.

Her Face is The place that I find my reflection in her eyes…

her body is the place that i find my heart beating against..

and her hands are the very thing that I want to hold till its my time to say goodbye.

My dreams came true (and I didn’t even have to sleep)

There isn’t a single moment in which one can sit back and not notice his very Dreams taking place all around him.

A moment in life where you stop and almost have to catch your thoughts because it almost seems too good to be True..

life has its moments where in one heart beat your perfect and in the next You feel as if you have lost all chance at knowing how to fly.

life is the endless chapter’ed book that seems to always have enough blank pages for never ending plots and twists..

with a book binding that is stronger then the back bone of the most spineless cowards..

I slowly let myself Down from the anti trust bubble from which I had placed not only my head.. but also my heart….

There she was… With a smile that could only be seen at the gates of heaven on a day of judgement…

her eyes were like the steady beam of light Emitting From a Light tower , that not even the most foggy of nights could hide..

her touch was like the warmness of knowing that everything would be ok.. and that you finally set your feet on Dry land after being washed shore from the sea of tears you once accepted as your Drowning hole.

when all the pieces fit and yet you can’t seem to complete a puzzle.. its because Your writing the story as you go… your creating the best chapters as they happen..

You suddenly step back and see your self in a way that you never thought could be.. You know what you are… you know what you want and you know what you can do… its a matter of doing it… seeing it… and grasping your hands on your very Dreams as they float by you in scattered pieces….

There was never a day that would go by where i would think about My dream coming true… Be it the moment that it first showed its face to me on a late night conversation that lasted into the Early hours of Dawn…

i could have showed up… I could have taken the chance…. But faith has a strange way of playing its game of chess..

The sounds of her laughter that echo through my ears like the most amazing piece of music i have ever heard…

I Could spend a life time just staring at her lips as they move while forming the Very words that I exist to hear…

Nothing else Matters because once I have made a choice… its the only thing that i know.. the only thing that I breath and the only thing that i learn to not fear and walk away from.

Perfected Madness…. Beautiful little deaths…. Cold sheets and too much money spent on late night gas stations…

we are the reason that we smile… we are the reason that we breath better at night with the fan on… We are the reasons we attempt to No longer seek reasons at all.

And you… You are the reason that I can sit here right now and say that i now have everything i need to be able to say that my dreams have come true..

and I didn’t even need to goto sleep for them to happen.

PIkuChueILY

Forever in debt to my Priceless advice

Leaving the only way that i know…

Gently passing the memories of yesterday while Slowly climbing the hills of tomorrow

Your Perfect smile…Your perfect words…Your Priceless advice…

Endless hours of laughter still echoing in my head…

Blue would be the color… if i only had the heart…

Your finger tips point directly to the straightest path into my heart…

You know my eyes… you know my thoughts… and your all i ever wanted…

Erase Everything that once was… and you take over the darkest corners of my mind…

Replacing Everything with the brightest shining light that these eyes have ever failed to see before a million times..

You are my muse… You are the one thing that will never stop being on my mind…

All I ever wanted… all i could have ever wished for…. all here before my very eyes…

You aren’t damaged … You aren’t lost….

You are a perfectly shaped rock that I skip across the sea of my mind…

Never ending days…. Drifting for life time after life time..

Have you ever seen The real meaning of love? The moment you Found it and decided to never let it slip between your fingers?

then you can only imagine what that is like for me… but you need to add another million to it… and you would still come up short..

Cause This never runs out … You never leave my mind… You never fail to pick me up when I feel like I’m falling… its the simple fact… that you never let me land…

The Endless times i have stared from a distance into that beautiful smile of yours…. The many times that i have traced the lines in your palms in hopes that your life line had a picture of me at the end of it….

The never ending nights that I would spending hoping to just get a simple hello…. a simple sign to let me know that I could feel the laughter inside our hearts as they floated by us … in the clouds … and through our minds… our souls…. our bodies… and our existence…

The constant Struggle for lack of pillows… The Constant battle of making Sure that there is never a shortage of ways into which I make you laugh… Your chuckles are like burning amber in my Hearts fire….

The touch of your hair… Running wild through my fingers… is like explaining what a raging fire looks like to a blind man…

The way my Fingers run down your face… Across your nose…. and off the top like a dare devil skateboarder….

My finger tips that keep going down your sides… Long after you have kissed me good night… and I hear your deep breaths letting me know you have checked out for the evening…

its in that very moment.. that i lay there… with my head next to yours… admiring the most amazing thing that I have ever gotten from this life… The most amazing form of Emotions that i have ever felt with this body of mine…

You… You are the thing that never stops me from breathing… You are the star that never fails to light up my Summer skies… You are the very Reason that I thrive for another day.

I never miss anything when Im with you…. and I never feel Like I should be looking for anything when you are by my Side.

Without a single Regret I sit here and smile when I think about all the times that we have had… all the times that await us… and all the times I will say I love you and mean it more then I ever have in my entire life.

My best Friend… My Best girl… My Best best….

I only regret not being able to fall In love with you all over again each day that i awake… because it was the one thing that has defined my life to a point of no return…. To a point where i feel that I’m on top of the world… and that life for once is in the palm of my hand..

Ive never been sure about anything in this life…. Until I met you…. and now I’m sure that i will never be unsure again…

Because without you everything falls apart… Without you There is no reason to Crack a joke or a smile unless its faked… Because without you its just me…. and thats no team…

I can still recall the taste of your lips…

The Feel of your hips while my hands are wrapped around you tightly pulling you closer into me…. The way Your eyes Water when you yawn…. The way you Sound when you sneeze…. There is nothing on this earth i would trade this for…. not even a chance to fly.

You can’t put your arms around a memory, You can only hold it in your heart.

I refuse to Hold anything unless its you.

Perfected Madness – The Ultimate Escape – The Ultimate act of love

ILUIMUCBSINU

The rain that tastes like her body

Slowly it starts to fall around us… The Sound of rain can be easily made to sound like the marching band of a tired heart.

Watching the dry ground be littered with the scattered Drops of Rain… Each falling to Earth with no effort.. because it was made to be this way… nothing is ever random in this life when you look at things from the inside out..

The soft Drops of Rain crashing around her cold body…. her shoulders reflecting the light of Each crashing thunderstorm that has yet to be Heard…

The Look in her eyes as I see myself in the reflecting bolts of light that only seem to last long enough to give me the idea of what my heart feels when its raining in my head..

Her breath is in the air.. I can see it.. I can feel it on my skin… and I can taste it on my breath… Its Priceless when your The only thing that stand Dry to the touch under a crying cloud.

Her hands slowly Taking the time to admire each and every Single piece of my body that Creates the me… and Slowly makes her find the her…

My hands slowly gliding around her wet body in hopes on convincing my body what my mind already knows…  With each time our eyes open just to remind ourselves that we aren’t Dreaming… we are awake… and This is a dream coming true..

She’s priceless… She’s the Perfected Smile that i have hunted for years…. and now its right before my eyes…. and Im addicted to it in ways that would have the world claiming that i have lost my mind and turned insane.

My insanity comes from the urge to never let go… To never say Goodbye… To always be only seconds away from yet another day… another moment… in which I will never fail to let her know that she’s truly a walking miracle.

Have you ever seen the rain bounce of the body of a godness? Have you ever felt The breath of love running softly yet Wildly down your neck…. across your shoulders… and down into your heart?

There are the ones that try… The ones that imagine … and then there is us…. The ones that do it… The ones that see what they want… Run up to it.. and grab it with both hands… and never let go..

The Start of the world as we know it… The End of the of yesterday that screams for a chance at being reinvented and perfected at all costs and chances.

This is the moment… The one that you dreamed about when you first opened your eyes to a world of endless limitless worry free and untortured dreams come true.

I watch her eyes…. They sometimes scream “Save me” but most of the times they simply are looking for a way to act out the feelings that run rampant in her heart… its that Time… the time where it shines so Strong that others only have the choice to look away or to wear sun glasses…

Have you ever asked yourself just how much of you is really alive? Have you ever stopped to ask of the world for something more then what you settle for?

You live Fast… you Die strong… and you learn to never look back

The rest happens with The Simple words “I love you”

You become The unstoppable force that many fear… The thing that is not easy to understand…

its a code…. Its a belief … Its a Dream that takes place with your eyes open… and your heart pounding…

When I hold her….. Not even hell it self could burn me…. because its in that moment.. that I hold the world in my hands…

Ive seen Sleep a million times before.. but its never looked as Good as it does tonight

I have watched “her” sleep a million times before…

The silence of the room filling my ears like the beating Drum of a one man Marching Band…

I can almost stare into the dark filled walls and see my imagination and Dreams playing before me like the ultimate Shadow puppet Show..

Her warm body laying next to me… Watching Her in the moments that are more personal then life itself.

Following the traces of her Face with my finger tips… Exploring the Unknown that i have only imagined time and time before..

For what seems like a life time…

I have waited for this moment… and I can hardly contain myself from bringing her back to life… out of her sleep.. and into my dreams.

Seeing her Laying in my arms… as the night progresses slowly into a perfected masterpiece of rest and victory.

She’s Resting her head.. and It looks almost natural… like an Angel sleeping in the clouds while taking a break from the day…

I let my eyes gently love her body up and down…. seeing each little detail of her body in ways that I have only imagined to myself on the most lonely nights i have ever lived…

This was the moment I have Dreamed about… A life time that i have spent searching and enduring one bad choice after the other.

Now the time as come.. My day has Finally arrived and I will never have to Look back..

It takes effort to Even recall anything and everything that has come before this moment..

The silence thats piercing my ears while the random lights that sneak in through the window shades entertain my imagination with silhouettes of a future where everything is perfect and everything is her.

Slowly feeling her effortless breath leaving her mouth and cascading down my shoulders.

Watching her eyes Slowly twitch in the moments of Deep sleep… Leaving me only to think that maybe just maybe in her dreams i am there.. and she has nothing to fear… nothing to worry about… Nothing to ever wonder about..

Her Perfected body is the only thing that keeps me from Drifting off into a deep sleep.. its there… and my hands will not allow me to stop for a second… even if that means I will lose sleep tonight… it means that i will close my eyes the happiest man alive tonight.

Sometimes I get so close to her.. that She almost wakes up… Sometimes its just enough to the point where her eyes are still closed… but her arms automatically find me… and wrap them selfs around me..

This is what they meant the first time i heard the words “love”, This is what They meant the first time I saw a happy ending in a fairy Tale..

This surely must be what they meant when I first heard about true Happiness…

Seeing her legs wrapped around the sheets and the pillows… There is nothing more that I can do other then stare… Its Perfect Madness… Its perfected Harmony and its Where I need and want to be.

Sleep well My angel, For your wings have not been denied… not tonight… Not today.. not in this life.. and not ever again

I have no Patience when it comes to Waiting for the next day to start… I have so much that I need to say.. So much that i have discovered while in these thoughts that i through all around you while you slept last night…

I am never in a rush when it comes to finding the Perfect words… but I just wish someone would hurry up and invent new ones that will finally enable me to explain to you just how much I love you.

Even if you have… Even if you need… I don’t mean to stare… We just have to Breath… We can Build a house…We can build a tree… I don’t even care… We Could just be free….

Tonight I’m the Richest man Alive

Living A Dream while wide awake… The priceless Award of The heart

Watching as the time Comes screaming down our throats….

Finding that everything is more perfected then we could have ever imagined…

Her Soft Skin Compliments The Very Thoughts that my mind effortlessly creates Words for with my lips..

Her Hands are shaped in such a way that it would be Easy to argue that they were made for me…

The fear that you have… The things that you wonder…. and the times that you wish You could have spent else where….

These are the things that will give me the reasons to prove my love each and every moment that I spent with you.

A romantic bliss paradise that is Created by us…. For us…. Through us…. and it will never end till my last breath of life is inhaled..

Watching the reflection of my self in her eyes… its priceless… its Perfected… its what the real meaning of pure love and affection comes from…

There is nothing more that is needed to fall in love with you each night all over again then the simple glance of your electric eyes… and the warming Touch of your lips against My body…

Like the Wild fires that Rush through the untamed forests of life… You are the brightest flame in the most Coldest place on this earth… With you nothing fails to keep me warm at night and every moment that i feel my self freezing.

As I take your hand and help you gently glide into a world that is unknown.. Just always keep in mind my Angel that you have nothing to fear… as your wings have not been Denied…

powerful…Sexy….beautiful and the most perfect master piece of Art work that I have ever seen..

My Strong hands gliding over your body like the gentle perfected touch of an Artist… Feeling every curve and twist of your body…. and never failing to miss a single spot.

Is this love? is this love? Is this love that I’m feeling?

Love reaches the limits it can… and a new word needs to be invented to understand the full potential of What my heart feels when We are combined as one… Lights off…. The Sparkle of the moonlight barely making it Through the Closed shutters….

the pale moon light running wild around us…. Slowly dripping down your body….. My hands chance away the darkness and your lips allow me to show you just how bright our world can be.

We’ve kissed in the rain…. We’ve watched the sun rise and hide from countless days… Each time i would see with my own eyes… Just how one could fall in love more and more with each passing day…

What is it that i see when i look into your eyes you ask me?

Have your ever seen the rain fall peacefully to earth?

A puddle gather up like the thoughts you have on the clearest days?

have you ever felt warmth on your body when the Coldness is all around you?

Have you sat back and watched the effortless flaps of a butterflys wings as it Takes flight and moves on to its next Adventure of life?

if you have… Then you have seen maybe a tiny portion of what my eyes see the moment they set their sites on you….

Its Magical… Its Perfected… And its the reason The word Romance and passion were invented….

Cupid called… He was very angry…. He claims to have used all his arrows on us…

I told him not be upset… to look at it as an investment…

because when all this is said and done…. We will be the prime example of just what love can be about and where it can bring you.

There is nothing in this world that I would Give to you… there is nothing in my world that will not be yours the moment it comes…

Take my hand…. take my whole life too..

but I can’t help falling in love with you.

And She’s buying a Stairway to Heaven

The Dim lights…. the First night…. Time was on our side… but i kept giving the Clock Dirty looks..

I made sure that everything was new…. The bed that we made…

Because for you it was all worth it… for you there is nothing that is too “much”…

The Endless ways in which your body would compliment the Soft new sheets…. Clean and ready to be Dirtied…

89 songs…. but yet it almost played in our minds like we were only blinking for a few minutes at a time…

I was lost and Wondering that night….. The local coffee shop was almost closing…. I almost turned away and headed back home… But There was more there.. there was a reason for everything… like with everything with us..

The feeling of being lost would no longer plague me…. as I ordered my cup of coffee i thought so many things… Maybe it was too late… Maybe i had missed you….

but in that moment… seeing her face Come around the corner… Not a single word… Just a single look… to light me on fire….

Playing house while blending in like the “norm”…..

Christmas gifts and ninja swords….. Water falls and funny t Shirts…

The truth is i could have been looking at paint dry… and I would have been Fine with that… as long as you were my company.

The Gentle and Perfected dinners that we shared…. it didn’t matter if i was hungry or not… The truth is that even chewing would have wasted time in my eyes that could be spent telling you just how beautiful you looked..

Laying on the edge of my bed…. Pssst psssst…… I didn’t care what the answer was , I just wanted to hear your voice…

The passion filled moments…. we stopped time…. we Finally did what mankind has always wanted to do…. We played with Time…. We laughed at the face of minutes… and wrapped our bodies around each other while making love…

She is what i have waited for… but the Waiting has started to laugh…. Cause there is never enough time to fulfill just how much when your trying to give Someone everything and every piece of yourself…

1.5 hours…. 1.5 hours…. it was ours…. we contributed our selfs to that 1.5 hours….

have you ever seen the face of a rising Sun covered in the morning hue…. Have you ever looked up into the sky and caught a Glimpse of that one star…. Have you ever Felt the rain coming down all around you as if your the Director or the most amazing and yet told Love story?

The radio is broken… it Refuses to play anything else… it keeps repeating every moment… Every memory…. as if god has gotten bored of paying attention to anything else…. and is now focusing on just it…

Take me home she says…. take her home he hears….. The tears soaking the ambers of a burning heart….

he’s got the keys… he’s got the map… He’s got the means…. But he just can’t do it.. not now….

Come on baby… Take a chance with us… Meet me at the back of the dream bus…

Come on Baby… Take a chance with us….. and Meet me at the birth of a new dust…

Take my hands and give them cleaning…. Lets Sharpen the knife that we will use to rip apart this world as we know it…

Now and then when I see her face… it takes me away to that special place… where if i stare too long… I will Probably break down and cry… not because of sadness… because two hearts that were meant to be…. Two soul mates…. Die alone when apart…