My dreams came true (and I didn’t even have to sleep)

There isn’t a single moment in which one can sit back and not notice his very Dreams taking place all around him.

A moment in life where you stop and almost have to catch your thoughts because it almost seems too good to be True..

life has its moments where in one heart beat your perfect and in the next You feel as if you have lost all chance at knowing how to fly.

life is the endless chapter’ed book that seems to always have enough blank pages for never ending plots and twists..

with a book binding that is stronger then the back bone of the most spineless cowards..

I slowly let myself Down from the anti trust bubble from which I had placed not only my head.. but also my heart….

There she was… With a smile that could only be seen at the gates of heaven on a day of judgement…

her eyes were like the steady beam of light Emitting From a Light tower , that not even the most foggy of nights could hide..

her touch was like the warmness of knowing that everything would be ok.. and that you finally set your feet on Dry land after being washed shore from the sea of tears you once accepted as your Drowning hole.

when all the pieces fit and yet you can’t seem to complete a puzzle.. its because Your writing the story as you go… your creating the best chapters as they happen..

You suddenly step back and see your self in a way that you never thought could be.. You know what you are… you know what you want and you know what you can do… its a matter of doing it… seeing it… and grasping your hands on your very Dreams as they float by you in scattered pieces….

There was never a day that would go by where i would think about My dream coming true… Be it the moment that it first showed its face to me on a late night conversation that lasted into the Early hours of Dawn…

i could have showed up… I could have taken the chance…. But faith has a strange way of playing its game of chess..

The sounds of her laughter that echo through my ears like the most amazing piece of music i have ever heard…

I Could spend a life time just staring at her lips as they move while forming the Very words that I exist to hear…

Nothing else Matters because once I have made a choice… its the only thing that i know.. the only thing that I breath and the only thing that i learn to not fear and walk away from.

Perfected Madness…. Beautiful little deaths…. Cold sheets and too much money spent on late night gas stations…

we are the reason that we smile… we are the reason that we breath better at night with the fan on… We are the reasons we attempt to No longer seek reasons at all.

And you… You are the reason that I can sit here right now and say that i now have everything i need to be able to say that my dreams have come true..

and I didn’t even need to goto sleep for them to happen.

PIkuChueILY

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Forever in debt to my Priceless advice

Leaving the only way that i know…

Gently passing the memories of yesterday while Slowly climbing the hills of tomorrow

Your Perfect smile…Your perfect words…Your Priceless advice…

Endless hours of laughter still echoing in my head…

Blue would be the color… if i only had the heart…

Your finger tips point directly to the straightest path into my heart…

You know my eyes… you know my thoughts… and your all i ever wanted…

Erase Everything that once was… and you take over the darkest corners of my mind…

Replacing Everything with the brightest shining light that these eyes have ever failed to see before a million times..

You are my muse… You are the one thing that will never stop being on my mind…

All I ever wanted… all i could have ever wished for…. all here before my very eyes…

You aren’t damaged … You aren’t lost….

You are a perfectly shaped rock that I skip across the sea of my mind…

Never ending days…. Drifting for life time after life time..

Have you ever seen The real meaning of love? The moment you Found it and decided to never let it slip between your fingers?

then you can only imagine what that is like for me… but you need to add another million to it… and you would still come up short..

Cause This never runs out … You never leave my mind… You never fail to pick me up when I feel like I’m falling… its the simple fact… that you never let me land…

The Endless times i have stared from a distance into that beautiful smile of yours…. The many times that i have traced the lines in your palms in hopes that your life line had a picture of me at the end of it….

The never ending nights that I would spending hoping to just get a simple hello…. a simple sign to let me know that I could feel the laughter inside our hearts as they floated by us … in the clouds … and through our minds… our souls…. our bodies… and our existence…

The constant Struggle for lack of pillows… The Constant battle of making Sure that there is never a shortage of ways into which I make you laugh… Your chuckles are like burning amber in my Hearts fire….

The touch of your hair… Running wild through my fingers… is like explaining what a raging fire looks like to a blind man…

The way my Fingers run down your face… Across your nose…. and off the top like a dare devil skateboarder….

My finger tips that keep going down your sides… Long after you have kissed me good night… and I hear your deep breaths letting me know you have checked out for the evening…

its in that very moment.. that i lay there… with my head next to yours… admiring the most amazing thing that I have ever gotten from this life… The most amazing form of Emotions that i have ever felt with this body of mine…

You… You are the thing that never stops me from breathing… You are the star that never fails to light up my Summer skies… You are the very Reason that I thrive for another day.

I never miss anything when Im with you…. and I never feel Like I should be looking for anything when you are by my Side.

Without a single Regret I sit here and smile when I think about all the times that we have had… all the times that await us… and all the times I will say I love you and mean it more then I ever have in my entire life.

My best Friend… My Best girl… My Best best….

I only regret not being able to fall In love with you all over again each day that i awake… because it was the one thing that has defined my life to a point of no return…. To a point where i feel that I’m on top of the world… and that life for once is in the palm of my hand..

Ive never been sure about anything in this life…. Until I met you…. and now I’m sure that i will never be unsure again…

Because without you everything falls apart… Without you There is no reason to Crack a joke or a smile unless its faked… Because without you its just me…. and thats no team…

I can still recall the taste of your lips…

The Feel of your hips while my hands are wrapped around you tightly pulling you closer into me…. The way Your eyes Water when you yawn…. The way you Sound when you sneeze…. There is nothing on this earth i would trade this for…. not even a chance to fly.

You can’t put your arms around a memory, You can only hold it in your heart.

I refuse to Hold anything unless its you.

Perfected Madness – The Ultimate Escape – The Ultimate act of love

ILUIMUCBSINU

The rain that tastes like her body

Slowly it starts to fall around us… The Sound of rain can be easily made to sound like the marching band of a tired heart.

Watching the dry ground be littered with the scattered Drops of Rain… Each falling to Earth with no effort.. because it was made to be this way… nothing is ever random in this life when you look at things from the inside out..

The soft Drops of Rain crashing around her cold body…. her shoulders reflecting the light of Each crashing thunderstorm that has yet to be Heard…

The Look in her eyes as I see myself in the reflecting bolts of light that only seem to last long enough to give me the idea of what my heart feels when its raining in my head..

Her breath is in the air.. I can see it.. I can feel it on my skin… and I can taste it on my breath… Its Priceless when your The only thing that stand Dry to the touch under a crying cloud.

Her hands slowly Taking the time to admire each and every Single piece of my body that Creates the me… and Slowly makes her find the her…

My hands slowly gliding around her wet body in hopes on convincing my body what my mind already knows…  With each time our eyes open just to remind ourselves that we aren’t Dreaming… we are awake… and This is a dream coming true..

She’s priceless… She’s the Perfected Smile that i have hunted for years…. and now its right before my eyes…. and Im addicted to it in ways that would have the world claiming that i have lost my mind and turned insane.

My insanity comes from the urge to never let go… To never say Goodbye… To always be only seconds away from yet another day… another moment… in which I will never fail to let her know that she’s truly a walking miracle.

Have you ever seen the rain bounce of the body of a godness? Have you ever felt The breath of love running softly yet Wildly down your neck…. across your shoulders… and down into your heart?

There are the ones that try… The ones that imagine … and then there is us…. The ones that do it… The ones that see what they want… Run up to it.. and grab it with both hands… and never let go..

The Start of the world as we know it… The End of the of yesterday that screams for a chance at being reinvented and perfected at all costs and chances.

This is the moment… The one that you dreamed about when you first opened your eyes to a world of endless limitless worry free and untortured dreams come true.

I watch her eyes…. They sometimes scream “Save me” but most of the times they simply are looking for a way to act out the feelings that run rampant in her heart… its that Time… the time where it shines so Strong that others only have the choice to look away or to wear sun glasses…

Have you ever asked yourself just how much of you is really alive? Have you ever stopped to ask of the world for something more then what you settle for?

You live Fast… you Die strong… and you learn to never look back

The rest happens with The Simple words “I love you”

You become The unstoppable force that many fear… The thing that is not easy to understand…

its a code…. Its a belief … Its a Dream that takes place with your eyes open… and your heart pounding…

When I hold her….. Not even hell it self could burn me…. because its in that moment.. that I hold the world in my hands…

Ive seen Sleep a million times before.. but its never looked as Good as it does tonight

I have watched “her” sleep a million times before…

The silence of the room filling my ears like the beating Drum of a one man Marching Band…

I can almost stare into the dark filled walls and see my imagination and Dreams playing before me like the ultimate Shadow puppet Show..

Her warm body laying next to me… Watching Her in the moments that are more personal then life itself.

Following the traces of her Face with my finger tips… Exploring the Unknown that i have only imagined time and time before..

For what seems like a life time…

I have waited for this moment… and I can hardly contain myself from bringing her back to life… out of her sleep.. and into my dreams.

Seeing her Laying in my arms… as the night progresses slowly into a perfected masterpiece of rest and victory.

She’s Resting her head.. and It looks almost natural… like an Angel sleeping in the clouds while taking a break from the day…

I let my eyes gently love her body up and down…. seeing each little detail of her body in ways that I have only imagined to myself on the most lonely nights i have ever lived…

This was the moment I have Dreamed about… A life time that i have spent searching and enduring one bad choice after the other.

Now the time as come.. My day has Finally arrived and I will never have to Look back..

It takes effort to Even recall anything and everything that has come before this moment..

The silence thats piercing my ears while the random lights that sneak in through the window shades entertain my imagination with silhouettes of a future where everything is perfect and everything is her.

Slowly feeling her effortless breath leaving her mouth and cascading down my shoulders.

Watching her eyes Slowly twitch in the moments of Deep sleep… Leaving me only to think that maybe just maybe in her dreams i am there.. and she has nothing to fear… nothing to worry about… Nothing to ever wonder about..

Her Perfected body is the only thing that keeps me from Drifting off into a deep sleep.. its there… and my hands will not allow me to stop for a second… even if that means I will lose sleep tonight… it means that i will close my eyes the happiest man alive tonight.

Sometimes I get so close to her.. that She almost wakes up… Sometimes its just enough to the point where her eyes are still closed… but her arms automatically find me… and wrap them selfs around me..

This is what they meant the first time i heard the words “love”, This is what They meant the first time I saw a happy ending in a fairy Tale..

This surely must be what they meant when I first heard about true Happiness…

Seeing her legs wrapped around the sheets and the pillows… There is nothing more that I can do other then stare… Its Perfect Madness… Its perfected Harmony and its Where I need and want to be.

Sleep well My angel, For your wings have not been denied… not tonight… Not today.. not in this life.. and not ever again

I have no Patience when it comes to Waiting for the next day to start… I have so much that I need to say.. So much that i have discovered while in these thoughts that i through all around you while you slept last night…

I am never in a rush when it comes to finding the Perfect words… but I just wish someone would hurry up and invent new ones that will finally enable me to explain to you just how much I love you.

Even if you have… Even if you need… I don’t mean to stare… We just have to Breath… We can Build a house…We can build a tree… I don’t even care… We Could just be free….

Tonight I’m the Richest man Alive

Legends are forgotten but a legacy lives forever

if asked what I thought the answer to life was…

“Each day You have to live your life with your voice playing over and over in your head… picture your new fav movie…

its not Written yet..

its not Recorded yet…

But you hear the narration voice Going on….

you let go.. you follow it … your on a ride…

Everything will always work out. Your choices are the prime Location of where your heart ends up placing your mind

These old bodies we carry are just this time around… its our minds… we travel .. we move freely… we create Worlds in which we can fly… we live forever… We understand and know everything perfectly.

Think of the world as a place where if tomorrow you were gone.. what would people say about you?

What would your legacy be?

would your words that you created in your time spent here be enough to butterFly effect someone else’s world even when your gone?

Could you be the final Block in the bridge of someones world that enables them to cross a river of thoughts?

only then will you know that you have reached the highest point in this life.

Nirvana

Don’t let anything stop you from being where you want to be.

There is nothing at all that can not be done with out a little effort or without choices.

You have what it takes.

You just need to break that fourth wall.

See California with Marlon Brando’s eyes

Lets Forget all the things i should have said

We Set Forth the Time when things are nothing more then a memory which we created.

I could hear the slow fragile Door stained with Time Creeping up on the light it Shed..

this moment … the Crime of a life time …  we sit here waiting for it >>>

Its louder then words

like no other chance was ever thought about. Your face is so so Clear…

Old man Foot steps…scare away the shadows of the Good days that follow >>

feeling it all wash away The things that I can no Longer hold Together…

lets un dig ourselfs  from the shallow egg shell minds we have crafted from the finest that life can offer.

Early morning stained Sheets of the adventures of the Night before…

This is the place …. the place in which we cried out for attention…And I dont know how I feel…

GRaceful Are the chances, That i might just allow myself to rain in your head. I have no filters…

For filters tend to Flush away all the unwanted,  blessed are the ones that are lucky enough to see it

… Angel lips … Tainted with the Devils Fire

We Can Freeze time… Hold it Still… like our own picture perfect Photograph..

No negatives to erase… no red eyes To prevent >>> Lets relax to the sounds of our riddles >>

Lets kick back and drown in our Tear filled puddles

lets take back the shape of the Form of a dying mans heart.

Forget all the Things that I should have said… Erased them all and  show the new Skin you Shed

Lady my fingers will do the talking… if your heart can do the Walking..

Lady its all the things I could have said…If you were willing to listen instead…

Left you to try … digging For water >>> Broken my spine .. Plastic people disorder

Do that thing … The thing I always wished you would Never stop Doing ..

Make everything that much better… that much Clearer.. Keep that Pumpin Straight to my heart…

Make me Dizzy on the ultimate over dose of your amazing ways..

Keep Up the Smile that I hand crafted With the best Tools of life..

Dig my self this little hole..

and Call you Every name in the book….

I could fall and Never break…

I could Learn to evaluate…

Drift for days and never fall apart kiss me again… The Queen of my heart…