Letters in the inbox of Vins list

I get great emails from time to time about This Blog.

And i have to say I enjoy them all

but just this morning I got an email that was inspired by this blog…

and I thought i would post it here for all of you to read.

its a nice poem and i think you will all enjoy it as its in the same taste of the Vins list

“Amazing blazin the stars are in the sky tonight I feel I can’t explain it but I know that it’s reality. The visions clear so in other words I have clarity. I’m well aware of the spell that you castin over me.

My eyes are not open but somehow I still manage to see. I’m lookin thru you like I knew I would  you’re transparency is like lookin into the universe if I could and it sparkles and it darkens into something worse.

It’s like you don’t even mean it, it’s like a curse. Even worse u got this power over me your love is fucking blinding makin it hard for me to see. I’m wishing I could erase the pain of yesterday hopin for a better day get down on my knees and pray.

But god is never listenin and the sky keeps glistenin like a thousand crystals magic eight ball are u listening? I gotta figure out a way to end all this insanity I gotta get closer to u in order to gain sanity. Your poison to my life he says but I don’t think I mean to be I’m going crazy I’m too far away I gotta get u close to me.

I need your hands to numb the hurt I need ur lips to ease my pain. I need these tears to wash away the past like the most amazing rain. Reach out for u inside my dreams but I can never grasp ur hand I’m holding onto a broken dream watching hourglasses run out of sand. ”

“JBL” 2015

The rain that tastes like her body

Slowly it starts to fall around us… The Sound of rain can be easily made to sound like the marching band of a tired heart.

Watching the dry ground be littered with the scattered Drops of Rain… Each falling to Earth with no effort.. because it was made to be this way… nothing is ever random in this life when you look at things from the inside out..

The soft Drops of Rain crashing around her cold body…. her shoulders reflecting the light of Each crashing thunderstorm that has yet to be Heard…

The Look in her eyes as I see myself in the reflecting bolts of light that only seem to last long enough to give me the idea of what my heart feels when its raining in my head..

Her breath is in the air.. I can see it.. I can feel it on my skin… and I can taste it on my breath… Its Priceless when your The only thing that stand Dry to the touch under a crying cloud.

Her hands slowly Taking the time to admire each and every Single piece of my body that Creates the me… and Slowly makes her find the her…

My hands slowly gliding around her wet body in hopes on convincing my body what my mind already knows…  With each time our eyes open just to remind ourselves that we aren’t Dreaming… we are awake… and This is a dream coming true..

She’s priceless… She’s the Perfected Smile that i have hunted for years…. and now its right before my eyes…. and Im addicted to it in ways that would have the world claiming that i have lost my mind and turned insane.

My insanity comes from the urge to never let go… To never say Goodbye… To always be only seconds away from yet another day… another moment… in which I will never fail to let her know that she’s truly a walking miracle.

Have you ever seen the rain bounce of the body of a godness? Have you ever felt The breath of love running softly yet Wildly down your neck…. across your shoulders… and down into your heart?

There are the ones that try… The ones that imagine … and then there is us…. The ones that do it… The ones that see what they want… Run up to it.. and grab it with both hands… and never let go..

The Start of the world as we know it… The End of the of yesterday that screams for a chance at being reinvented and perfected at all costs and chances.

This is the moment… The one that you dreamed about when you first opened your eyes to a world of endless limitless worry free and untortured dreams come true.

I watch her eyes…. They sometimes scream “Save me” but most of the times they simply are looking for a way to act out the feelings that run rampant in her heart… its that Time… the time where it shines so Strong that others only have the choice to look away or to wear sun glasses…

Have you ever asked yourself just how much of you is really alive? Have you ever stopped to ask of the world for something more then what you settle for?

You live Fast… you Die strong… and you learn to never look back

The rest happens with The Simple words “I love you”

You become The unstoppable force that many fear… The thing that is not easy to understand…

its a code…. Its a belief … Its a Dream that takes place with your eyes open… and your heart pounding…

When I hold her….. Not even hell it self could burn me…. because its in that moment.. that I hold the world in my hands…

Guess ill learn to evaluate, So much time to learn to take

its got a hold on me…

With My intentions I know i will never be Free….

Its kinda cold on me…

With my intentions i know i will never be me….

But if i fall I’m bound to break… Guess ill learn to Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that I could be through….

Its got a hole on me…

With My dreams that i know I will never be saved…

its got a call on me….

All the spaces that I see i can never be seen…

But if I fall I’m bound to break… Learn and Cure the Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that you put me through….

Its kinda cold on me….

Its Got a hold of me….

It takes a toll on me….

its got a time for me…

But if i fall I’m bound to break… Guess ill learn to Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that I could be through….

Some words are chosen others are just spoken…

Lets think and break the world open tonight… because the moods are there… and the moment is always Right.

As we Dance in this Moon light…

As i passed you.. in the door way…

You took me with a glance…

I should have taken that last bus home.. but I asked you for a dance..

The Steady pictures in my mind to remind me of a place I want to visit again.. but never been to.

I disobey all my first instincts and just allow my mind to Follow you into the dark room we call our minds..

I dance in this moon light… and its got me caught in this Spot light… but its 3 am.. and I’m on the streets again…

I took chance with another warning…. i’ll never be Home again…

But Were steady… and we study… all the pictures…

I always look so great in my pants…

The boss says we’ve Gone crazy… but its the means to justify the End..

and I’m dancing in the spot light… You know I’m feeling all right… and its all night .. its all nice… This moon Light..

on a hot warm summer night..

Should have gone home… but that last bus is long gone…

I can’t beg you to hold my hand… but I can pray that i never lose that chance…

and you’ve caught me in the moon light… the chance to make it all Right… and its all night …its all Right… in this moonLight…

on a cold hot summer night….

Thank you, Steve jobs

This is to all the “Special” ones

A short story based on the Long journey of nothing more then 100% life.

A collection Of Memorys Scattered across the broad Fast paced world we call the internet.

Vast amounts of Data passing us by as Though There is a blue light sale at kMart.

The world has come to embrace the Effort put forward by The intellects of today.

The “Crazy” ones as one once put it.. but did They fail to see we would multiple and come to save the day?

Consumer Pride Is based on nothing more then the ultimate accomplishment of Showing you know who you are.

Each and Everything we have come to accept into our lives is a symbol that Speaks exactly who we are to the rest of the world.

From online screen names .. To Fancy Cars and Tshirts filled With messages that only a handful might truly understand.

To the smaller things that we tend to Place away and forget about.

Each and Every Piece of who we are is scattered around us in everything that we have surrounded our selfs in.

life the ultimate choice.. the ultimate Journey… The Best Place to Crave nothing more then Simply the best and never settle For anything less.

we are the young.. The Ultimate Examples Of “beta” Testers

The future yet invented comes from our preferences and pursuits

we understand There for We learn. We Crave The Road To serenity and we Find it in Our Own ways.

Long Gone are the days of Having to Rewind A rental VHS before returning it…

Having to Worry about Skipping Compact Disks

Busy signal on Dial Up.. .

not having a Phone around to use with your Beeper..

not going months without Seeing someone in a Long Distance relationship.

and never falling out of the World by not knowing that information is always a few clicks away.

we have not become lazy… This is Evolution at its Finest.

we have nothing to fear. as the End Will come for all .

It is now in this Time Of age… That we step out of our confined spaces and release Our minds for Who we truly are.

Technology is a Talent That We embrace with Time and memory.

two steps Shy of a god given talent Such as drawing or music but equally as powerful as any form of Art.

Gone are the days that “genius” Was a Word that was reserved only for the “I was here First” way of thinking

Our voices Are now loud. and can be Heard around the world with Nothing more then a few clicks and spaces…

The message… you pick it.. but whatever you choose “Don’t be late” as our time Never Stops For Anything.

Time… Is our greatest threat… And the Best Way To live with time .. is To Use it wisely

Yeah That was For all the “crazy ones”

but now we are common Place In a world That becomes hand crafted each and every day of our lives.

The worst thing I can think of … Is living with the Fear that what you have to Give might not be enough.

Its Never Enough.. Until you know for sure that you have given it all you can and that you Are 100% in what your heart tells you.

Live long my friend

and thank you for the most important chapters in my book of life.