And She’s buying a Stairway to Heaven

The Dim lights…. the First night…. Time was on our side… but i kept giving the Clock Dirty looks..

I made sure that everything was new…. The bed that we made…

Because for you it was all worth it… for you there is nothing that is too “much”…

The Endless ways in which your body would compliment the Soft new sheets…. Clean and ready to be Dirtied…

89 songs…. but yet it almost played in our minds like we were only blinking for a few minutes at a time…

I was lost and Wondering that night….. The local coffee shop was almost closing…. I almost turned away and headed back home… But There was more there.. there was a reason for everything… like with everything with us..

The feeling of being lost would no longer plague me…. as I ordered my cup of coffee i thought so many things… Maybe it was too late… Maybe i had missed you….

but in that moment… seeing her face Come around the corner… Not a single word… Just a single look… to light me on fire….

Playing house while blending in like the “norm”…..

Christmas gifts and ninja swords….. Water falls and funny t Shirts…

The truth is i could have been looking at paint dry… and I would have been Fine with that… as long as you were my company.

The Gentle and Perfected dinners that we shared…. it didn’t matter if i was hungry or not… The truth is that even chewing would have wasted time in my eyes that could be spent telling you just how beautiful you looked..

Laying on the edge of my bed…. Pssst psssst…… I didn’t care what the answer was , I just wanted to hear your voice…

The passion filled moments…. we stopped time…. we Finally did what mankind has always wanted to do…. We played with Time…. We laughed at the face of minutes… and wrapped our bodies around each other while making love…

She is what i have waited for… but the Waiting has started to laugh…. Cause there is never enough time to fulfill just how much when your trying to give Someone everything and every piece of yourself…

1.5 hours…. 1.5 hours…. it was ours…. we contributed our selfs to that 1.5 hours….

have you ever seen the face of a rising Sun covered in the morning hue…. Have you ever looked up into the sky and caught a Glimpse of that one star…. Have you ever Felt the rain coming down all around you as if your the Director or the most amazing and yet told Love story?

The radio is broken… it Refuses to play anything else… it keeps repeating every moment… Every memory…. as if god has gotten bored of paying attention to anything else…. and is now focusing on just it…

Take me home she says…. take her home he hears….. The tears soaking the ambers of a burning heart….

he’s got the keys… he’s got the map… He’s got the means…. But he just can’t do it.. not now….

Come on baby… Take a chance with us… Meet me at the back of the dream bus…

Come on Baby… Take a chance with us….. and Meet me at the birth of a new dust…

Take my hands and give them cleaning…. Lets Sharpen the knife that we will use to rip apart this world as we know it…

Now and then when I see her face… it takes me away to that special place… where if i stare too long… I will Probably break down and cry… not because of sadness… because two hearts that were meant to be…. Two soul mates…. Die alone when apart…

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Don’t worry things will be just fine and perfected

At times you have to ask your self to look back on your life..

See the things that once were all and understand that change is inevitable, Its the formula of life… Its something that happens at times with little to no effort at all.

This is life’s natural process of Elimination, The filter set in place long before the dawn of time.

Take a look around in your world…. Try and see things as they really are…. we as humans are the most Easily fooled species…

The very moment that everything you know takes on a new face and you start to see the Real meaning of people… your surroundings and your Path in life.

Expect the unexpected to be the best things that have yet to come.

For me I like to think that Ive lived my life with the best feelings in my heart… I just needed to find the right place to apply them feelings…

Out of no where… It appears… Perfected Madness….

The most amazing beauty to ever have my eyes set on… All rules Rewritten… all conclusions made prior… all reset..

The joy of pure Happiness… The thought of a future where nothing can stop the smiles that are created just by presence…

The warm Touch of The bed that we made…. one that needs to be made each time she’s gone… Each time laying there awaiting the return of the queen of hearts…

adoring her every move…Scent…touch….glance…

Fire eyes that light the dark tunnel of Prior uncertainness..

How do you tell her? how do you explain in words a feeling that is more Extreme then the life in which you live… words that Form the Ever lasting bond from heart to Mind… From soul to lips…

You can get down on one knee… and that would only be 5% of the Unlimited amounts that you would like to show her…

You want to share a life… You want to create a world… You want to hold each moment as a priceless work of art…. She is the perfected Masterpiece that you have Spent your whole life trying to discover…

There it is…. Before your eyes…. Glancing through your eyes… Into your soul…. into the depths of your heart…

in that moment.. I know that I love her… In that moment I know that I would Submit myself to her in ways that only others have wished and Dreamed of…

The most beautiful Work of art… The best creation of god… The most priceless gift to ever be given to me…

I will not fail… I will not ever give up.. I will not ever stop telling her the ways in which my world is better because Of just her simple Smile..

All of it.. Is yours bella… and All of me is included.

Legends are forgotten but a legacy lives forever

if asked what I thought the answer to life was…

“Each day You have to live your life with your voice playing over and over in your head… picture your new fav movie…

its not Written yet..

its not Recorded yet…

But you hear the narration voice Going on….

you let go.. you follow it … your on a ride…

Everything will always work out. Your choices are the prime Location of where your heart ends up placing your mind

These old bodies we carry are just this time around… its our minds… we travel .. we move freely… we create Worlds in which we can fly… we live forever… We understand and know everything perfectly.

Think of the world as a place where if tomorrow you were gone.. what would people say about you?

What would your legacy be?

would your words that you created in your time spent here be enough to butterFly effect someone else’s world even when your gone?

Could you be the final Block in the bridge of someones world that enables them to cross a river of thoughts?

only then will you know that you have reached the highest point in this life.

Nirvana

Don’t let anything stop you from being where you want to be.

There is nothing at all that can not be done with out a little effort or without choices.

You have what it takes.

You just need to break that fourth wall.

See California with Marlon Brando’s eyes

The lady picture show… That hide behind my bedroom door

Candles lit the room… I could Barely keep my self from letting my mind Drift into the patterns of the shadows falling all around her..

The windows slightly left open.. to allow enough Reasons to warm our bodies Next to the fire…

There is something magical about watching the sparkle of fire reflecting in the eyes of a perfected moment..

I leaned back slowly while feeling the old grain of the wooden floors under my hands… They almost Told a Story of time.. and the heart warmed moments that charm with no effort..

The slow wordless glances… Coming from across the endless stare… Her skin was perfected like poison on the tongue of Vanity..

I… The predator.. Slowly creeping across the never land of lust… thriving for the very moment that our minds would sync… and our bodies would touch… and the fire would be the only eyes to witness this Sin…

My finger tips Slowly exploring her body… as if the first time they have ever been used… in this manner they would be the explorers of a new world… a new time… a new dream come true…

She slowly approaches my warm hand.. which was now complimented by the soft Skin on her shoulders… the crackling fire that currently sings a duet with her pulsing heart..

her eyes built to perfection… I want to die Tonight and be reborn in her mind… I want to the little death that she’s always wondered about…

The tempted feeling of animalistic instincts slowly battling my strong will… but its my heart pumping pure fire that feeds this moment..

like a Swimmer testing the waters of the open sea for the first time… You want to drown.. but you know well how to swim…

Passion leading harmony.. infested with the lust of a pure hearted dirty mind..

These thoughts will lead her to a climatic Ending that will leave her memories tainted with the sent of This nights power.

her hand slowly gliding past my body that is now fighting off the urge to slowly take her in ways that can only be felt and not described..

her lips… soft… perfectly prepared for this very moment.. as if they were created for this night… there is nothing that can Stop us now… we have been poisoned but cupids arrow…

“make it sinful for you and me”  my mind Stutters the words of its own Thoughts…

the slow yet hard beating Thumps of her heart… Felt against my hungry lips that now press against her neck… like a blood thirsty vampire..

her hands pinned above her head .. against the same wooden floor that only moments earlier had the job of supporting my wondering fingers…

The slow stuttering of her breath… against my lips… warm… and ready…

this fire could burn the world down right now.. but we would never stop shining..

in this moment we place with the hands of time… freezing everything into a picture perfect scene…

Nothing can be said for the million times that our minds have lived this moment… its a passion… its a dream.. its our fantasy..

To be a Fly on the wall of life…

Sitting here Looking at everything that is going on.. the reactions to the ones that dare to take their Feelings to a place some of us can only watch from a far…

i recall the times as a child where i knew nothing more then what was fed directly into my mind… The rest was left to my imagination..

but I can not Imagine the pain.. the loss… the heartache or the devastation …

I can only right…

The day that brings night… lets us see the truly lost in the moment of anger…

Another battle that could not make it to the finish… another way to say goodbye without speaking..

Lonely battles fought for life times… The same out cry that has been heard from before my time… from before a time we have all come to call today..

Broken cracks in the streets that once carried the foot prints of another mans journey.

a world brought together by the Very things that make us nothing more then our own Presidents…Kings…and celebrities…

we all carry the same parts… the same worries… the same tears and fears…. the loud banging Drums that let us carry this life on like a never ending song..

i’ll walk the streets… With an army of electronic Hero’s … friends…. fans… followers….

The choice to be heard is one that comes from the choice to Speak up..

Don’t Ever let your thoughts pass you by as nothing more then a mental song hope…

You are the ones that were set free… years of tracking the past in order to Find the better today.. and the best tomorrow.

let it be heard tonight… the way that you feel it should be… but do not forget the ones that did not choose this battle…

Did you exchange? a walk out part on the war… for a lead role in this play?

Many of us have had dreams… Some more pronounced Then Others…

but today you stand united…. Today we are all brothers….

Dont hurt the innocent… Only back up the rivals with words strong enough to match your actions that are fueled straight from your hearts.

Tonight… the streets Will fail to sleep… Tonight justice will not be severed…  but this will not be the last time that your battle cries go heard.