The sky That fills my Air

There is a time when Everything comes to light..

The Clouds that Finally Give way to the Brightest Sun that your eyes have ever had the chance to see.

Nothing Can tell you when enough has been Tempted by the Days limitless hands of Time.

In this very moment.. Its where you Find the strength to Carry on in this moment… To Save anything that matters to you.

I am not the Way That I used to be… Life has Changed Things with its journeys in through time.

Days Set… Days pass… And moments are created each time you mouth opens to Share what your mind has created.

Left Alone to Struggle The daily Bread of Thoughts…

As They Stream into your Mind like Endless Gallons of Dreams over The waterfall of life…

There are Dreams… There are nightmares and there are The times where we lay awake in our beds at night…

Thinking about how nice it must be to finally Catch a moment of silence… lay back… and Slowly pretend that today never happened…

We chase our printed lies…

and if we can’t save ourselves

Then we Chase The path of Time

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Forever in debt to my Priceless advice

Leaving the only way that i know…

Gently passing the memories of yesterday while Slowly climbing the hills of tomorrow

Your Perfect smile…Your perfect words…Your Priceless advice…

Endless hours of laughter still echoing in my head…

Blue would be the color… if i only had the heart…

Your finger tips point directly to the straightest path into my heart…

You know my eyes… you know my thoughts… and your all i ever wanted…

Erase Everything that once was… and you take over the darkest corners of my mind…

Replacing Everything with the brightest shining light that these eyes have ever failed to see before a million times..

You are my muse… You are the one thing that will never stop being on my mind…

All I ever wanted… all i could have ever wished for…. all here before my very eyes…

You aren’t damaged … You aren’t lost….

You are a perfectly shaped rock that I skip across the sea of my mind…

Never ending days…. Drifting for life time after life time..

Have you ever seen The real meaning of love? The moment you Found it and decided to never let it slip between your fingers?

then you can only imagine what that is like for me… but you need to add another million to it… and you would still come up short..

Cause This never runs out … You never leave my mind… You never fail to pick me up when I feel like I’m falling… its the simple fact… that you never let me land…

The Endless times i have stared from a distance into that beautiful smile of yours…. The many times that i have traced the lines in your palms in hopes that your life line had a picture of me at the end of it….

The never ending nights that I would spending hoping to just get a simple hello…. a simple sign to let me know that I could feel the laughter inside our hearts as they floated by us … in the clouds … and through our minds… our souls…. our bodies… and our existence…

The constant Struggle for lack of pillows… The Constant battle of making Sure that there is never a shortage of ways into which I make you laugh… Your chuckles are like burning amber in my Hearts fire….

The touch of your hair… Running wild through my fingers… is like explaining what a raging fire looks like to a blind man…

The way my Fingers run down your face… Across your nose…. and off the top like a dare devil skateboarder….

My finger tips that keep going down your sides… Long after you have kissed me good night… and I hear your deep breaths letting me know you have checked out for the evening…

its in that very moment.. that i lay there… with my head next to yours… admiring the most amazing thing that I have ever gotten from this life… The most amazing form of Emotions that i have ever felt with this body of mine…

You… You are the thing that never stops me from breathing… You are the star that never fails to light up my Summer skies… You are the very Reason that I thrive for another day.

I never miss anything when Im with you…. and I never feel Like I should be looking for anything when you are by my Side.

Without a single Regret I sit here and smile when I think about all the times that we have had… all the times that await us… and all the times I will say I love you and mean it more then I ever have in my entire life.

My best Friend… My Best girl… My Best best….

I only regret not being able to fall In love with you all over again each day that i awake… because it was the one thing that has defined my life to a point of no return…. To a point where i feel that I’m on top of the world… and that life for once is in the palm of my hand..

Ive never been sure about anything in this life…. Until I met you…. and now I’m sure that i will never be unsure again…

Because without you everything falls apart… Without you There is no reason to Crack a joke or a smile unless its faked… Because without you its just me…. and thats no team…

I can still recall the taste of your lips…

The Feel of your hips while my hands are wrapped around you tightly pulling you closer into me…. The way Your eyes Water when you yawn…. The way you Sound when you sneeze…. There is nothing on this earth i would trade this for…. not even a chance to fly.

You can’t put your arms around a memory, You can only hold it in your heart.

I refuse to Hold anything unless its you.

Perfected Madness – The Ultimate Escape – The Ultimate act of love

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And She’s buying a Stairway to Heaven

The Dim lights…. the First night…. Time was on our side… but i kept giving the Clock Dirty looks..

I made sure that everything was new…. The bed that we made…

Because for you it was all worth it… for you there is nothing that is too “much”…

The Endless ways in which your body would compliment the Soft new sheets…. Clean and ready to be Dirtied…

89 songs…. but yet it almost played in our minds like we were only blinking for a few minutes at a time…

I was lost and Wondering that night….. The local coffee shop was almost closing…. I almost turned away and headed back home… But There was more there.. there was a reason for everything… like with everything with us..

The feeling of being lost would no longer plague me…. as I ordered my cup of coffee i thought so many things… Maybe it was too late… Maybe i had missed you….

but in that moment… seeing her face Come around the corner… Not a single word… Just a single look… to light me on fire….

Playing house while blending in like the “norm”…..

Christmas gifts and ninja swords….. Water falls and funny t Shirts…

The truth is i could have been looking at paint dry… and I would have been Fine with that… as long as you were my company.

The Gentle and Perfected dinners that we shared…. it didn’t matter if i was hungry or not… The truth is that even chewing would have wasted time in my eyes that could be spent telling you just how beautiful you looked..

Laying on the edge of my bed…. Pssst psssst…… I didn’t care what the answer was , I just wanted to hear your voice…

The passion filled moments…. we stopped time…. we Finally did what mankind has always wanted to do…. We played with Time…. We laughed at the face of minutes… and wrapped our bodies around each other while making love…

She is what i have waited for… but the Waiting has started to laugh…. Cause there is never enough time to fulfill just how much when your trying to give Someone everything and every piece of yourself…

1.5 hours…. 1.5 hours…. it was ours…. we contributed our selfs to that 1.5 hours….

have you ever seen the face of a rising Sun covered in the morning hue…. Have you ever looked up into the sky and caught a Glimpse of that one star…. Have you ever Felt the rain coming down all around you as if your the Director or the most amazing and yet told Love story?

The radio is broken… it Refuses to play anything else… it keeps repeating every moment… Every memory…. as if god has gotten bored of paying attention to anything else…. and is now focusing on just it…

Take me home she says…. take her home he hears….. The tears soaking the ambers of a burning heart….

he’s got the keys… he’s got the map… He’s got the means…. But he just can’t do it.. not now….

Come on baby… Take a chance with us… Meet me at the back of the dream bus…

Come on Baby… Take a chance with us….. and Meet me at the birth of a new dust…

Take my hands and give them cleaning…. Lets Sharpen the knife that we will use to rip apart this world as we know it…

Now and then when I see her face… it takes me away to that special place… where if i stare too long… I will Probably break down and cry… not because of sadness… because two hearts that were meant to be…. Two soul mates…. Die alone when apart…

ThankFul for the Chance at being able to be Thankful

some of us are truly blessed to be around people with Hearts as big as the open sea.

in these times when You feel that you couldn’t be grateful for things enough. Someone goes out of their way to do something super nice and rewrites the rules of a kind Heart.

This year like every year.. we find something to be thankful about and rightfully So its needed.

lets think about the our loved ones… here and no longer here… lets think about the Good people that warm our Hearts each and Every day.

in this life I have seen so much… The world from so many places and different heights and lows…

This year i am grateful that i was able to reconnect with Myself in So many ways that i had forgotten about.

I was able to let go of So much anger and resentments that I had been carrying with me for years and finally move on to a place where i can say I’m happy to be in.

I’ve learned to forget what should be forgotten and relearn how to remember the things that mean the most.

I’m grateful for god being able to bless me and my family with good health (For the most part) and for the friends that have been in my life for so many years that i know now more then ever are priceless in what they give me.

Someone once told me… if you can count your friends on two Hands then your lying to yourself… if you can count them on one hand then you are lucky..

well… I can say without a doubt that I’m truly blessed which makes me even more then lucky.

Im grateful for all the hard work that has stared to pay off for me and the Crew of The ManChild show as well. you Guys really are talented and Just know that the sky is the limit.

This year I want to give a special Thanks to certain two friends of Mine and my family.

I have known them for years and year but it seems like I have known them my whole life. I can’t Stop and think about a time when I didn’t know them.

With the current situation…. me and my family Were not going to be able to enjoy cooking a huge thanksgiving meal and turkey like we have done each year…

These two filled with kindness went so out of their way to prepare us a full thanksgiving meal… turkey…. Stuffing… Corn bread… and even a pie…

They didn’t do it for any other reason then they are good hearted people. and this doesn’t go unnoticed.. as this year i am truly Grateful for this in so many ways that i can’t even start to mention.

Though I will try My best to start by saying thank you.. Thank you so much for sharing the love in your hearts with us.

I hope that everyone has the best Thanksgiving this year and that everything you want from this life finds a way into your minds… your souls… your hearts and your lives…

The best is yet to come… always live today as if it were your last and push to make the best of anything that is worth Doing Right.

Happy ThanksGiving

Double Sided Cynics – The Defected image

My imagination never was a weak point in my mental hobbies…

This was a Strong suit that i wore at times with such a powerful Grin.. that it would make even the shy Fall prey to the lustful moments on this list…

Working a simple job… a district manager for a Small town video store… the name not needed…. but regardless we have all been there…

You know the store front Sign… A quick shaped phrase with the Perfect words inviting you inside….convincing your that late fees were a great investment.

The smell of candy Filled shelves only falling to second place from the screaming colors leaking around the cheap manufactured carpet…

That damn Door always chiming with a soft tone… letting us workers know.. it was time to greet the customers with a perfect fake smile.. and a Cynical view of Interest…

“Hello… welcome to Vins Video store… just let me know if you need anything…” and on this Day… she did…

It was getting closer to closing time… a long hard days work.. but who am I kidding… There was nothing there that could fall into the Category of “hard work”…

I walked around From 9am till closing.. tapping shelves… Making sure that all the Pretty card board boxes that helped aid your choice of Tonights viewing selections was perfectly organized to a madness that was perfected at the price of Minimum wage…

I hated watching all my hard work go to waste when a mother baring what seemed like 100 kids would walk into the store and unleash their “lets touch everything” Madness hands on my just “tapped” up shelves… no really it was called “tapping” the shelves…

They would unleash the terror of the unorganized… by touching… Picking up… and Dropping Everything… the truth was though… that I didn’t mind.. besides it gave me something to do instead of just Stand around..

My “boss” if you can even call her that .. was an angry over weight lesbian woman…

where I was once able to use my Charm on all prior female bosses that had come before her…

My attempts always Failed with her… I would always think about if i had the powers in My tongue to bring her back over to the Cock side…

maybe it would be enough to keep her from looking like an angry Penguin from the 90s movie batman…

Then again Im not sure if even I would be able to stomach such a Task…

She would see us Sitting around.. with not a single person in the store… not a single thing left to do… and always mutter the same few words…. “Why are you guys just sitting around?”

Why? Cause other then walking around and making up mental games that consisted of how many movies were on one shelf,  in hopes that  before your mind was lost.. it would be time to Call it a day… a long hard days work…

The month  was October…

The cold air was amongst the dead leaves that now paved the road.

I always had this thing for this time of the year in NJ…

it was almost like you were either at the start of a great music Video… or the End of a really sad movie…

At least this is how it always looked to me…. You truly can not see California , with out marlon brando’s eyes… Oh well

The over stuffed box of promotional candy sent to us  to give out as a parting gift to all the customers who would rent something…

Was the true down fall of my teeth falling out of my fucking mouth… I ate too much of this crap.. and years later would Regret it like no other.. but thats another Story .. for another list…

There i was.. about 6 fun size bags of M&M’s deep… stuffing my face in hopes to induce a Sugar high that would make the insanity of Working till closing… a little less lethal on my senses…

Like it had done a million times before… the Sound of the front doors battle cry was heard…..

That damn Door needed more then just some WD40.. it needed to be forgiven for all the late night Drop offs that were tainted through its Sliding Slot…

it was a return Slot whore… Tapes and Dvd’s of all sticky messes and broken conditions…and never rewinded…

And to sit back and think .. That This Video store Was a Family video Store which did not Carry porno… makes it easier for me to not throw up into my own mouth as I type this…

I always tried my best to look My best… Even though I was working At a BlockBuster Video store (oops i said the name… oh well maybe no one has read this far anyway),

I always wore my Apparel with such pride… as if i wasn’t just the Guy that you would throw trivial half ass hints at,  when hoping i would know what movie you were looking for… no… I was there to do my job.. and do it well.. and of course…

What better place to meet some of the most hot lonely women i have ever seen in my life then a video store…

They come there hoping to find Something to watch to get their minds off being alone… and other times.. some just grab something to watch to get off in general…

At least this is what fed my mastubitory scenarios at the time… what a sick Fuck I can be.. I know i know…

hey I’m sure we’ve all “worked at a video store” at some point in our lives or minds..

I looked up and saw this girl…. with her  perfected Female insanity… The Perfected strut… It was like she was sent there to Temp me away from the now half filed 2 ton Box of M&M’s that my mouth had grown an addiction to…

I was alone that night in the store minus this new kid that i had hired only a few weeks before…

He knew barely nothing.. but dead honest would make me Laugh cause he had this Voice and hair cut that made him seem like something that was Straight out of a comic book…

you know the Type…

I Almost had to slap myself awake to not keep imagining  that I had some how hired Screech from saved by the bell to work as a CSR (customer service rep)
and with my A.D.D this was easier thought then done…

I didn’t do it to cock block… but instead I just knew what a waste this would have been if i had Sent Screech over to help this perfected beauty with her selection of the night…

The poor kid wouldn’t Know what to do with it if I held it for him and kept the lights on…

As i pushed the rest of a Freshly opened pack of m&m’s into my mouth in hopes of getting to her before he did…

Frantic.. like how I would picture a starving Person eating for the first time in weeks…

I finished up and had just enough time to catch a reflection of myself in the silver tinted Windows that lined the Front of the store…

Hair… check… good posture  … check…shirt Fixed and tucked in… Check…. Dylan Mckay squinted eyes.. Check… lets go.. i got this

As I approached her i could See her Silk like hair… Reflecting the same Lights of the damned that only minutes before were falling prey on to that cheap manufactured carpet below…

Now it was making her hair look like it was electronic love… calling out to me.. saying…

“Hey vin… I know you see me… Make me all Fucked up looking like i was just head banging for 4 hours straight with not a single thing to Drink ..and while holding my breath….”

The moment came…. it was time to throw my line…

“Hey hows it going anything i can help you with?” .

I know i know… So hot huh?  I was Such a “Please be kind and rewind” pimp…

She turned to me with a surprise…

I guess I had Perfect the “quite” walk around the store when trying to avoid my angry over sized lesbian boss…

I would at times go unnoticed while Standing at the Nintendo 64 demo booth playing 007 for what seemed like only a few minutes..

but truth be told….. at times it would be lunch Time before I was yelled at….

I guess I could say I had perfected killing time in this place…

“yes” she said…

and that Very Moment….

The moment that  I’m sure all Guys know what I’m talking about…

when you watch a sexy and unknowingly wanted woman notice you.. and without trying.. show interest…

This was my Cue to give a enough of a smile to create the butterfly effect .. but not enough to let her know i wouldn’t be charging her for her rental on this evening…

“I’m looking for Something hot”…. She said… Her eyes looking like she was a powerful tiger stalking her prey…

Now… for everyone that knows me.. this is like a Dream come true…

These are things that I think about people saying all the time..

but it never happens..  it only plays out in my Mind… but before I could hump her leg like a rabid dog in heat….

It dawned on me.. being myself a very big Marilyn  Monroe Fan.. I knew she was talking about the 1959 movie.. “Some like it hot”…

At which point I corrected her… which provided an instantaneous Change from customer.. to flirting…

and until this day ..

I have no idea if she meant to do this… maybe what i thought was luck.. was nothing more then The amazing power that all women possess… The power of game…

My Species can be So easily fooled at times i swear… its like our Minds our directly wired to our penis…

I won’t go into detail about what was said or what game if any was spit that day…

But i like to skip past that and Recall that for about 3 months after that… each day she would come in and Get something “hot”…

Be it In the back room while watching the rest of the store still going about its own innocent activities through the security cameras….

or after closing the store late at night…. on top of the return counter….

where only a few hours early right under that same counter…

My mouth would Switch gears and Try and tackle that 2 ton Box of Promotional m&m’s…

So many times that “Screech” would knock on the door…

I’m sure he knew what was going on…

He would ask me something that only a manger could help with…

and I would with the most mature firmness of authority  in my voice would  say

“I will be there in a minute..”  or “just Give them a free rental coupon, I’ll take care of it later”…

other times it was like playing magic penis magician with trying to hide a freshly withdrawn erection while having to walk outside of the backroom to attend to my manager Duties..

who knows.. maybe i have a small… or maybe it was just big enough to hide tucked under my belt buckle…

Whatever the case might have been…

Memories still  fill my mind from time to time  about the Many friday nights that would seem to drag on forever..

while my friends were out having a good time on a Friday night.. all I could think of was… I hope that they are Still around when I get out of work at 11pm…

It was Funny how Things worked back then… if you weren’t around when the plans started on a friday night…

you weren’t going to be around at all… This was before Cell phones we common.. Good luck getting a call back after texting someone on a Friday night…

and then.. right when you thought you were Doomed in your own mental “over time” hell…

I would look up and see her standing by a Shelf of movies…

She would look over and give me this look that can only be seen in a dog when its sitting there watching you eat and craving a piece of what you have…

now I’m not calling her a dog… more so just trying to explain the intense look that she wanted .. something i had…

we would make Eye contact… then she would give that smirk…  and then I would take an “early Smoke break”….

She made working a 9am to 11pm never feel like over time..
As time went by… the leaves Turned into Crumbs… Swept into Bags and tossed to the side of the Road for pick up….

The cool air Started to slowly Turn into humid early darkening days… and My time as a manger at this video store eventually Came to a halt…

Years later it would be closed down and become a thing of the past and an addition to this List…

Just like She was and still is…

A few years later I would be working at my parents pizza shop… and you guessed it…

I look up.. to see this Fine… perfected legged… working class business  woman… her dress tightly wrapped around her figure… as though it was screaming.. I dare you vin….

I looked up with the same Look and squinted eyes i had used years before…

“Can I help you?” i said..

“yes can I have a Large coffee to go” she responded

“hot or cold?” i said…

I will never Forget the look in her eyes at that very moment when she Came to realizing who i was and WHO she was talking to…

i will never forget That video store…that back room…that counter or the 50 cavities that i got from all them m&m’s that year….

Memories are Priceless adventures that we have taken our minds on… and this was one that filled the pages on The list.

ps… If your still out there… I now work from home and being my own boss… Means i can take as many “smoke” breaks as I see fit 😉

A time in a place thats forever a memory.

I like to recall times of my past that seem like reruns of the mind..

This was a year that nothing could mess with… Everything was new… Everything was perfected without the slightest bit of Effort… things happened and just worked.. and you never stopped to think or Ask why…

we have all been there before… A Carefree time in your life when things were nothing more then one Great time after the other… and you didn’t even have to try to be “cool” or make it happen… things just had a Life of its own..

“Where are we going? how do we Do it? and whats your name?”

Slowly Sitting back in a hand me down sofa that was once in the living room of your average normal nj Family…. was now in my basement… filled with posters of the things that I wish i could be.. and the things that i could have never understood… God knows I still don’t get half the things that took place in this time.. but I sure as hell can Recall them..

It was a day filled with rain… The Best kind… where its not so much a thunderStorm… as it is Random scattered strikes of lighting… you swear to yourself… there must be thunder out there some where… you just can’t hear..

Lighting up more then needed amounts of Forrest green in scent sticks… The air became Filled with the very message of Rock n Roll…. nirvana playing on Loop on an Old Disk Man that was hooked up to yet another great find of a Radio…

Back then you would listen to a Song.. and not really try to find the meaning… but more so try and act the scenes that it would place into your mind…. “With the lights out… its less dangerous”

no idea what that meant at the time… But being Surrounded by Black lights and glowing neon posters… it just had deeper meaning at the moment…

lighting up one cigarette after the other… each new track was a reason to light up another smoke… Did I use a normal Lighter? no… of course not .. that would have been too generic…. a Zippo was what was needed… to show originality and personality.. You know the kind… Bought from the local mall and filled with the first attempt at responsibility… and I say this because letting your 15 year old handle his own burning fuel Source was a long shot chance any parent would take back then…

The windows open…. nothing but the sound of that NJ heavy thick Drops of Rain hitting the dirt ground outside…I would sit back and try and link the sounds to the Drums i would be hearing From the music…

In a matter of a few Mins… she would be there…. She would arrive.. and i would have my first attempt in that very Day of being “Cool” …

baby doll Dress wearing… Doc Martins…. and a flannel over her pale yet smooth shoulders…. This was the Early Signs of a total turn on…

She would blend in perfect with the black lights.. the posters… the teenage angst that was screaming out of the stereo speakers…. she would only embed into my Memory the same intense scent that the Smell of a freshly filled zippo being lit in the cold NJ winter air…. 30 years later I still can Recall and fall in love all over again each time i think of the Vanilla perfume that she wore… I could have spent a life time just engulfing myself in her amazing scent…

I was senseless and Scentless …

The Cool air passing Down the Window… Creeping down the walls.. and playing war with overly lit in scents that filled the air…. The Door bell would Ring and my heart would race as I knew it was my time to be the Rock star… this was my World… and i was Creating history with nothing more then a few objects of the 90s and an imagination that would take things to a point of no Return…

I opened the Door which was a garage door… it was Great… the ultimate eye porn… it would Slowly start to open… First Showing a pair of Doc martins… then a pair of knee high stockings…. Then the start of a baby doll dress…. in that moment… the words “I am … Doll eyes….Doll parts…” Would Rush through my mind…

By the time the garage had gotten to her soft skin on her neck… My heart was in Over drive and my imagination was wild…. In a few moments… She would be in my World… my rules… My Scents…. My Music and my Actions…

The soft Smile from Her Perfectly shaped lips consumed me like nothing else…. there i was .. smoking a marlboro red…. Looking like i had perfected the act of looking cool while getting cancer.. our eyes would connect at the very last moment of the garagedoor coming to a full open stop…

“hey!”

Each time she said it … I would fall in love… Easily… Effortlessly… and happy each time…

my first words would radiate like the banging of the Drums still playing inside of that Radio….

“Did you miss me?”    “of course i did”

but she had no idea it would take me almost half a life time to really understand the true Meaning of them words and actions…

Slowly battling My thoughts and mind… as we Sat there “watching a movie”… no one ever watched the movie…. we only saw the opening Scene and the closing Credits… then we knew it would be time for her to leave To go Home soon..

that moment… where you know what you want to happen.. and you know it will happen.. but you must Find a way to make it happen…

The jokes that Went back and fourth…. You create your own Punch lines as you go…. you get closer…..

With each attempt at a reason to be face to face…. I would Crack out one joke after the other… the problem is that most of the time… in these Situations.. the jokes Suck.. and they are just that.. a reason to Get her laughing.. but you see.. I’m a Funny guy… always have been… she was really laughing….

i would grasp into my mind something that she would say and Repeat it over and over… almost teasing…. But enough to make her appear only inches aways from my face… telling me “STOP IT!!” she was joking.. and I was getting turned on with each and every attempt…

The last move… tickling… thats what it would take…. It would start with me asking her…. “are you ticklish?” of course she would say … yes….. and I would just have to Find out for myself just how much so she was….

What would start as a poke on the ribs… would move to a stroke of the neck… which would in turn place her Right on top of me…

Something about making out … your first making out’s how i like to call them… its like an animal aspect takes over your body and all you want to do is make her breath the musical notes of your passionate heart and thoughts…

Her lips we were like perfected madness… Each time we kissed i could Taste some kind of Strawberry lip balm… always wondering to myself… how did you come to be So Perfect…. When Did god Take so much time out of his busy Schedule to Create Such perfection… it surely must have taken a life time .. no?

this was a time when it wasn’t about if you had the body that almost all women crazy these days… it wasn’t about having a Bank account that is big enough to keep even the most high maintenance whores happy… This was about being the best you could be.. and just letting your Soul and mind and body sync together…

Hours and hours of Nothing more then Making out…. Dry humping and heavy breathing that till this day still makes me Crave her Touch and taste…. perfected madness and I was losing my mind with each and Every kiss…

no one knew how to remove a Bra back then.. yeah you could think that you were a master at it cause you had maybe at tops… twice before… But something about seeing her stop the kissing only to say “here let me help you with that” .. could it be? She wanted this as much as I wanted to do it…

Eyes closed… Hearts pumping.. hands wondering…. Slowly around her perfectly Shaped Body… back then it wasn’t about finding your own version of what you seen on the internet and on Tv and in Society… This was about knowing that you had the world in your hands and perfected beauty was laying next to you…. Catching the perfect hits of that off in the distance Lighting you recalled from before…. each time it would go off… I could see her perfectly shaped eyes staring into Mine…

That storm would last until the Very Last drop was pored down from the heavens…

and it hasn’t Rained for so long… These days … the world sees a Drought… you try and hope you will need an umbrella Soon… but each day is the same as the last … Sunny… with no Chance of rain..

Whatever she might or might not Recall… Either way She still made it on The Vin list.

She eyed me like a pisces when i was weak.

Now we travel from the 90s back into the Future.