The rain that tastes like her body

Slowly it starts to fall around us… The Sound of rain can be easily made to sound like the marching band of a tired heart.

Watching the dry ground be littered with the scattered Drops of Rain… Each falling to Earth with no effort.. because it was made to be this way… nothing is ever random in this life when you look at things from the inside out..

The soft Drops of Rain crashing around her cold body…. her shoulders reflecting the light of Each crashing thunderstorm that has yet to be Heard…

The Look in her eyes as I see myself in the reflecting bolts of light that only seem to last long enough to give me the idea of what my heart feels when its raining in my head..

Her breath is in the air.. I can see it.. I can feel it on my skin… and I can taste it on my breath… Its Priceless when your The only thing that stand Dry to the touch under a crying cloud.

Her hands slowly Taking the time to admire each and every Single piece of my body that Creates the me… and Slowly makes her find the her…

My hands slowly gliding around her wet body in hopes on convincing my body what my mind already knows…  With each time our eyes open just to remind ourselves that we aren’t Dreaming… we are awake… and This is a dream coming true..

She’s priceless… She’s the Perfected Smile that i have hunted for years…. and now its right before my eyes…. and Im addicted to it in ways that would have the world claiming that i have lost my mind and turned insane.

My insanity comes from the urge to never let go… To never say Goodbye… To always be only seconds away from yet another day… another moment… in which I will never fail to let her know that she’s truly a walking miracle.

Have you ever seen the rain bounce of the body of a godness? Have you ever felt The breath of love running softly yet Wildly down your neck…. across your shoulders… and down into your heart?

There are the ones that try… The ones that imagine … and then there is us…. The ones that do it… The ones that see what they want… Run up to it.. and grab it with both hands… and never let go..

The Start of the world as we know it… The End of the of yesterday that screams for a chance at being reinvented and perfected at all costs and chances.

This is the moment… The one that you dreamed about when you first opened your eyes to a world of endless limitless worry free and untortured dreams come true.

I watch her eyes…. They sometimes scream “Save me” but most of the times they simply are looking for a way to act out the feelings that run rampant in her heart… its that Time… the time where it shines so Strong that others only have the choice to look away or to wear sun glasses…

Have you ever asked yourself just how much of you is really alive? Have you ever stopped to ask of the world for something more then what you settle for?

You live Fast… you Die strong… and you learn to never look back

The rest happens with The Simple words “I love you”

You become The unstoppable force that many fear… The thing that is not easy to understand…

its a code…. Its a belief … Its a Dream that takes place with your eyes open… and your heart pounding…

When I hold her….. Not even hell it self could burn me…. because its in that moment.. that I hold the world in my hands…

Guess ill learn to evaluate, So much time to learn to take

its got a hold on me…

With My intentions I know i will never be Free….

Its kinda cold on me…

With my intentions i know i will never be me….

But if i fall I’m bound to break… Guess ill learn to Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that I could be through….

Its got a hole on me…

With My dreams that i know I will never be saved…

its got a call on me….

All the spaces that I see i can never be seen…

But if I fall I’m bound to break… Learn and Cure the Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that you put me through….

Its kinda cold on me….

Its Got a hold of me….

It takes a toll on me….

its got a time for me…

But if i fall I’m bound to break… Guess ill learn to Evaluate

Never did I know the shit that I could be through….

Some words are chosen others are just spoken…

Lets think and break the world open tonight… because the moods are there… and the moment is always Right.

Ive seen Sleep a million times before.. but its never looked as Good as it does tonight

I have watched “her” sleep a million times before…

The silence of the room filling my ears like the beating Drum of a one man Marching Band…

I can almost stare into the dark filled walls and see my imagination and Dreams playing before me like the ultimate Shadow puppet Show..

Her warm body laying next to me… Watching Her in the moments that are more personal then life itself.

Following the traces of her Face with my finger tips… Exploring the Unknown that i have only imagined time and time before..

For what seems like a life time…

I have waited for this moment… and I can hardly contain myself from bringing her back to life… out of her sleep.. and into my dreams.

Seeing her Laying in my arms… as the night progresses slowly into a perfected masterpiece of rest and victory.

She’s Resting her head.. and It looks almost natural… like an Angel sleeping in the clouds while taking a break from the day…

I let my eyes gently love her body up and down…. seeing each little detail of her body in ways that I have only imagined to myself on the most lonely nights i have ever lived…

This was the moment I have Dreamed about… A life time that i have spent searching and enduring one bad choice after the other.

Now the time as come.. My day has Finally arrived and I will never have to Look back..

It takes effort to Even recall anything and everything that has come before this moment..

The silence thats piercing my ears while the random lights that sneak in through the window shades entertain my imagination with silhouettes of a future where everything is perfect and everything is her.

Slowly feeling her effortless breath leaving her mouth and cascading down my shoulders.

Watching her eyes Slowly twitch in the moments of Deep sleep… Leaving me only to think that maybe just maybe in her dreams i am there.. and she has nothing to fear… nothing to worry about… Nothing to ever wonder about..

Her Perfected body is the only thing that keeps me from Drifting off into a deep sleep.. its there… and my hands will not allow me to stop for a second… even if that means I will lose sleep tonight… it means that i will close my eyes the happiest man alive tonight.

Sometimes I get so close to her.. that She almost wakes up… Sometimes its just enough to the point where her eyes are still closed… but her arms automatically find me… and wrap them selfs around me..

This is what they meant the first time i heard the words “love”, This is what They meant the first time I saw a happy ending in a fairy Tale..

This surely must be what they meant when I first heard about true Happiness…

Seeing her legs wrapped around the sheets and the pillows… There is nothing more that I can do other then stare… Its Perfect Madness… Its perfected Harmony and its Where I need and want to be.

Sleep well My angel, For your wings have not been denied… not tonight… Not today.. not in this life.. and not ever again

I have no Patience when it comes to Waiting for the next day to start… I have so much that I need to say.. So much that i have discovered while in these thoughts that i through all around you while you slept last night…

I am never in a rush when it comes to finding the Perfect words… but I just wish someone would hurry up and invent new ones that will finally enable me to explain to you just how much I love you.

Even if you have… Even if you need… I don’t mean to stare… We just have to Breath… We can Build a house…We can build a tree… I don’t even care… We Could just be free….

Tonight I’m the Richest man Alive